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denial dreams

11:53 PM | Monday, March 31, 2008

SHERILYN IS GONNA SCREW TOMORROW'S SWIM RELAY.
SO SORRY 2PE. =.=

I SUCK BADLY. =X
SERIOUSLY.

Beautiful today

11:17 PM | Friday, March 28, 2008

The reasons why platoon mates rock:

"I wanna slack! argh ftw. damn it; i rather be a dick." -KEE

"GAYA! I LOVE YOU!"-KEE
"Fuck you"-GAYA
"FUCK YOU TOO DICK!"-KEE

"I wanna hit your cheebye."-KEE

* during marching*
"OH FUCK. OH FUCK."
moments later.
"OH WHAT THE FUCK!"

heh. we horny yo(:
that is why we rock.

simply to lazy to blog anymore;
i heading to sleep.
Nights blogger(:

btw; changed url due to some un-welcome visitors(:

Sherilyn is not short;
i m just fun size.
Sherilyn is not lian;
i just have my own style, i dont plagiarise.

Everybody, get carnival tickets from me now.
Or else I am gonna shoot your brain. :D

i will always have you.

10:55 PM | Monday, March 24, 2008

Sitting on the toliet bowl. (ooooo)
Backside feeling cold (aaaaaa)
Sitting on the sit,
squeezing out the shit. (AAHH!)
*flush*

haha. sceneriao 1. just that i was not shitting lur. I was busy texting my darlings(:

then some people walked in, wanted to leave when i heard," gosh, i saw____ in skinnies. SO LIAN. Sherilyn Tan also very lian right? EEEEEE."

Ahem. I shant convey all the convo.
But just to let you know, i know that you have been visting my blog & all.
So this it to you:

1) NOBODY INSULTS MY GIRLFRIEND. understand? you are gonna get it from me if you were to suan her again. I swear; i know who you are.

2)Skinnies are not lian for god's sake. -.- what is your problem? In that case; you are insulting 244217421 of my "so-called" beng & lian friends. Seriously, i feel like punching you right now. & Kbox is for people who adores singing. Are you trying to say that you dont sing? Man, your life must be so miserable.

3)Gosh of all places gossip in the toliet. One word: Stupid.

4) & insulting my friend is the last stroll(sp?). I hate you for life now you bitch, thanks a lot. So much for setting a goal for not hating anyone. Damn you; if i were to have superpowers, my 1st experiment will be tried on you.

Gosh; whats wrong with the world today?
-.-

its not the end.

11:35 PM | Friday, March 21, 2008

I DID GO OUT WITH ALANNA & LECIN♥
&& WITH BAOBEI CHARMARN♥
iie sOo luRbbE 3uUs wuUrhx

of course this includes:
♥Su Hui
♥Myra
♥Lizzie
♥Michelle
♥Cheryl
♥Deborah
♥Amelia
♥Lynn
♥Shana
♥Vanessa
♥Rachel C.
♥Rachel A.
♥Wenn Er
♥NCC's Part Bs
♥Tiziana

as for those whom i forget to mention;
blame my head & not my heart.

Haha anyway;
Bought myself a similar shirt to Char's : I LOVE HIP HOP.
yeahh. man i love it.
ohh. coolios(:

PARA-ED again x3
PASSED NORMAL MODE.
i m so proud of myself.
I am so going to try hard mode.
Yes; you dont scare me & I will own you. xP
lets dance through the night (:

&& I am prepared to lose you.
I am ready.
although I will be hurt.
I will know how to pick myself up again.
So you can go ahead & try to make me cry 24/7 for you.
Dont try to devour me; i assure you, you will not win.
but. i can wait forever for you to come back.
forgiven. but not forgotten.
your love is just a lie.
thats why i dont believe in TRUE LOVE.
there are never happy endings.

& do you still think of me?

ftw.

9:37 AM |

ACHIEVED E8 FOR CA1'S HISTORY.
EVERYBODY CONGRATULATE ME;
AND THEN MURDER ME.
FUCK CA1 HISTORY!

shits yo.
i really want to head out with Lecin & Alanna.
dang. bet kp dad wont let me out. again -.-

i hate my parents sometimes.
urhh.

so far; here are my expected results for CA1.

Lang Arts : B4-C5
Maths : C5-C6
Chinese : C5-C6
Science: B3-B4
Geog: B3-C5
History- its been confirmed E8.

Common tests;
you really suck.
Sherilyn is fcuking screwed.

what the vee. -.-

& Happy Good Friday(:

unlovedd you

11:13 PM | Sunday, March 16, 2008

Dear blogger:

I hate NCC reports.
I hate Mantou Boi.
I hate my life.

good night & bye.
shes feeling the effed up.

Painful Love;

12:35 AM | Saturday, March 15, 2008

HELLOHH WORLD(:

whatever Sherilyn Tan; you are lame.

On Wed;

1) Went to cine with Suhui; charmy & Tizzie x3

2) Intially suppose to do Maths proj but wasted time at Kbox & E Zone.

3) Passed PARAPARA's normal freestyle & came in 1st for 4 stars normal. (P.s i know i rock :D)

4) Nearly suffered a heart attack.Lost pouch, or perhaps someone stole it. -.- Thank god; i got it back. It had MY BEYONCE PHONE IN THERE, MY IPOD, MY VALUABLES.

5) Wednesday, 14th of Mar, is jinxed.

Anyway;

i wanna voice out my opionion through here:

Ahem, but it would be better if you would talk me about this situation rather than to blog it out.

Here goes;

My dear... there is so much in life you can expect, why cling on to another?

Why be negative?

There is so much that you can look out for, think out of the box.

Stop hiding and move on. Perhaps there are reasons why god chose this path for you, there might be something better on the other side.

& Things might not even turn out to be like what you imagined.

Black is to remain Black & white is to remain white; dont try to change that fact.

Dont exaggerate; we are only on bottom line.

& He needs space. Give it to him; let him accept you from the start & start all over.

Trust me. I have been through this rubbish many times.

It hurts thats why i choose to go through other alternatives to change for myself, and not wait for the other party, take initiative.

It will do you good.

the choice? its up to you to decide;

good luck.

perhaps your love is just a lie;

9:54 PM | Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Sherilyn is currently emo-ing now.
& that i really dont feel like blogging about Annual Camp;
perhaps i will just say it sucked & was fucking hardcore.
& for your info, i m not in singapore.
*ahem ahem*

Situation : another argue? i dunnoe. it seems like it & at the same time its not it.

i loved you, & always will.
i trust you, you told me the same.
but i really dont know if you enjoyed my company, maybe the problem lies with me.
you told me that we were afraid of me, afraid of losing me.
i tried my best to make you feel comfortable, perhaps i failed too.
& me being damn sensitive and stuff, probably made you miserable.
you did your part but i didnt do mine.
have i loved you too much that made me go mad?
or is it just that i m far to obsessive?
i want stop this misery. i want it to end.
perhaps i will make sacrifices.
i am sorry.

& will there still be a us till tomorrow?

男人女人

10:56 PM | Monday, March 3, 2008

SHERILYN: haha. wait urhh; imma finishing abit more of my work.

JEREMY: nvm about me lurr; go ahead(:

SHERILYN: So you want me to dao you?
- Sure.No problem.(:

JEREMY: NO! WAH LAOOOOOOOOO.

JEREMY: Oh, you are little miss sunshine. I m mr. happy(:
-- Lets be friends.

haha;hes so cute man.

OMG. I GOT 20/30 for science yo .=(
B3.
EWWWWWW. T.T
I USED TO GET AN A1 FOR THE 1ST & 2ND TERM.
WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
NOT FAIR. HMPH.
i wanna murder that peep who got 25/30.
URGHH. & dont let me find out its you joyce...

History is tomorrow. :O

MUG. MUG. MUGGER.

LO. LO. LO.LO.VE

12:37 PM | Sunday, March 2, 2008

WEE I M BACK FROM CAMP(:
TO CAMP: I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU. T.T

haha. but what the heck, all good things come to an end.
Perhaps i shall look forward to OBS next year(:
& to NCC annual camp : I dont like you & i wont miss you. So SHOOOO. xP

Okay, let me start from basics :

FOOD
Rating: 3.5/5
it was edible honestly but i love their milo & fruit punches.
& THIER MANGO JUICE :D
i m telling you its a 100% better than Annual camp.
annual camp food sucks. =X

INSTRUCTORS
Rating: 6/5
omg.
I LOVE MONKEY DADDY & MUMMY.
haha. they so cute mans.
to Monkey Mummy : I DONT ACT CUTE OKAY! i m naturally cute :D

ENVIROMENT
Rating: 3/5( it would be much higher if it wasnt for the toliet. -.-)
The toliet sucks man.
everywhere is pads, hair and sand.
EWWW.
& why the hell did 2PE volunteer to clean that place up.
T.T
but LYNN saves the day buy picking up all the bunch of hair stuck in the pipe holes.
LOL. i love your reaction yo.

Whereas for the canteen & sleeping dorms...
it was kinda acceptable.
The dorms were freezing cold at night.
BBBRRRRR.

ACTIVITES
Rating :5/5
I LOVE YOU ACTIVITES.
but. i swear to myself I WILL NEVER TRY THE WIRE OOZE AGAIN.
i almost died up there yo.

OKAY!
done with basics. lets head to days(:

Day 1
Met Monkey Daddy and Monkey Mummy.(:
They were the best damn thing yo;
Started the day off with high elements.
& I already said. I m not gonna die again on Wire ooze.
Its effing scary.
ended at 4:15 n heaed to ABSEILING.
ABSEILING : I LOVE YOU.
btw; the Makan cheer is damn cool yo.
SA. *clap clap* SA.*clap clap* SA SA SA. xi sho sho xi sho sho xi sho sho LETS EAT(:
Then SHOWERING was the biggest war for others, but not for me.
I mass bathed(:
WITH MY CLOTHES ON OF COURSE.
by that time everyone could see my black bra. =X
but what the heck, i managed to bathe properly with shampoo, conditioner & body soap.
I think i m really awesome sometimes.
HAHA.
Lights out : i hate you lecindra for making me sleep @ the corner. -.-
by that time i was already missing dardar like shit. T.T

Day 2
Woke up @ 5.30 by that stupid siren that interupted my sweet dream.
URH.
Brush teeth and headed for morning run.
Wth, it wasnt even a run. More like a slow walk.
Some people in my class were just slow.... =X
no offence.

Had breakfast and proceed to ROCK WALL.
WOOOOTS.
i managed to climb all the way to the top(:
with Wenn er's help of cos, thank you :D

& Field cooking was a mess.
We ate noodles with sticks and soil inside. =X
haha. nvm lurr.

let me skip general station A & fly to WATER ACTIVITES.
OMG; I LOVE I LOVE.
btw, i fell over during Kakaying.
& dragonboating owned my fingers, now they are like swollen. =X
but i had loads of fun(:

Camp fire rocked.
sprayed hair golden golden.
It reminded me of my highlights. T.T

ohhh poof.
slept next to kailin that night(: for once i wasnt sleeping next to the wall.
& lecindra buanged me for Liew kai lin.
SHIT GURL.
I HATE YOU.
xP

Day 3
it was morbid and heartbreaking.
thats all i have to say for day 3. =//

i shall upload pictures on the next post(:
right now i am having a terrible headache due to the long post.
I deserve a good rest yo(: