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Lady Marmalade

8:37 PM | Tuesday, September 30, 2008

We independent women, some mistake us for whores `;

K. I am bored.
I shall quote stuff from today.

"Sherilyn, I promise you, that I will keep my mouth shut. I won't blabber. Let's pinky swear."

At Kap...

While I was doing Geography notes...

"SHERILYN. Oh my god, look at that. So SCANDALOUS SHIT lah! Grossness."
"Eh, seriously, LOOK AT THAT. Tsk tsk, today got a lot of scandals. Nice."
"Why that _ _ _ _ _ never come today?! Not exciting leh."
Ignores Alanna and continues doing notes.
" SHERILYN. YOU IGNORED ME. FINE! I AM TALKING TO MYSELF AGAIN!"

While, I was looking through pencil case for purple pen.
"SHERILYN. I did a lot of maths notes already. I feel so good :D"
"Seriously, I can show you my notes."

-Takes notes out, and passes to me. Only to be ignored again. (NOT ON PURPOSE, I WAS BUSY"

"Sorry, Alanna did you say something just now?"
"OH OH. NOTHING. I didnt say anything. Really, I was talking to myself AGAIN. (Sarcastic voice.)

See someone board the bus when it stopped at HCI.
Alanna suddenly had a fit.
" S-HERI-LYN! SH-ER-ILYN SHE-RILY-N S--H-ERILYN! OH MY GOSH!"
"what what what? 0.0 siao ah. What happen to you?"
"THATS ___! THATS _____. THE PERSON FROM SLC. OMG!"

Found the name pretty familiar & then...
"OH OH! SEC 3 ONE RIGHT. HAHA , I KNOW WHO IS ____ ALSO! "
" OMG. I MUST CALL HIRA. I MUST CALL HIRA."

"OMG HIRA! EFHWEUGFEGFGGBQBFQIVGQGVQEGVQEVGG"
& the story never ends.

HAHA. Alanna gets excited over the smallest things. HEH.

Crushcrushcrush

10:48 AM | Saturday, September 27, 2008

Scribbled out the truth with their lies`;

There has been too much drama in school and yet at the wrong time. I should heed Alanna's advice and just let this be. Split or no split, I cannot change or prevent anything from happening. Because Carolyn and I had enough of convincing you guys , we too are very tired. In addition, some of you guys have been hearing things that have been interpreted wrongly and is spurring up tension and soon hate will occur. Honestly, I do not want any thing to happen to us , I want us to stay what we used to be , happily gossiping about others and not each other. If you want to carry on being headstrong, then it is time we say goodbye to this relationship. It is quite sad isnt it? For all this to crumble down after so much hardwork has been put in to build this up. I guess when you climb up higher, you fall harder.

Dear V,
I guess I must have been too much by dragging _ into the picture. I was a bit rush and pissed , thus, I did not bother thinking about how you felt before putting it down here. Therefore, do accept my apology.
I know you have been trying to make the effort, the truth is, you have really changed a lot ever since you got so close to K. You are not the girl whom I once knew. I really loved you as a friend , and maybe I treated you as a sister, best friend. Seeing you drift away has hurt me too much , I really hate it seeing her popping out of nowhere and then dragging you away. So, why bother to fight on when I have already been replaced by her? Do not say you treat both of us equally , because you do not. Was there ever once you asked me out alone ? Well, you guys head to Pines together and she even booked you alone for the holidays. Have you ever once left your clique in the morning and personally came to talk to me? You did all that for her. Ever wondered how I felt? I sit at the corner watching you guys crapping, laughing?
And I really cannot stand the way you joke with me. I swear I dislike it to the core, because right now, it is not a joke, it is an insult. Once in a while is still fine with me, but everyday and almost everytime I talk to you, is too much. I have limits to my patience and I swear I really dislike it.
You have changed into someone else, nowadays you are not even serious when it comes to being serious. You are like playing all the time and crapping with childish stuff. It gets annoying after awhile , and it has started annoying me and some of us.
I am sorry if this has been to harsh or anything, I felt it was only fair you know about how I really feel now. If you want to stay with K , I just shall not bother. I thought about it as well.
Ignoring was not an option, and I do have a bit of regrets. I think it is better we just stay this way. We shall only be hi-bye friends and maybe hangouts , but no longer that close anymore. You have K , you do not need me anymore.

Stranger

6:39 PM | Friday, September 26, 2008

So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed `;

I am going to summarise what I have done this five days and then back to ridiculous subjects.

Monday
Mugging for History day! I was super scared for Tuesday and man I was praying hard. After school, went to lunch with Mummy @ Mos, topped up ez-link card and go home to mug & to pray hard ._. Oh, guess what. I lost my geography text. -.- If Amber knew, she would say : SMART! ._.

Tuesday
HISTORY! History was like stfu. And apparently, almost the whole cohort did not do well. The standard, is just not suitable for us. *HINTHINT* "I am going to be history for history." I totally agree with this statement. EOYs is not going to be a smooth ride.
However, I felt Chinese essay was easy shitzoxo :D Love it, money honey (: I chose : 报章报道&　撕函.
Vee came over to tutor me after History paper, and for ONCE, we did not fall asleep. YAY us :D Oh, and I finished Revision Beta and Charlie (: I rock too hard.

Wednesday
Mugging session ! I had to borrow someone's geography text for reference. Thank god people love geography and that they made it a point to finish it first (: Thanks Chin for your geog book (: So the cool people, (Like me) sat outside classroom to enjoy the cool breeze and to mug . Yeah, follow us people. I inspire too much :D
Studied with Alanna after school and shit, she was one hell of a distraction. -.- I will never mug alone with her anymore. Remind me people. And never mug with Alanna, her mouth will be 24/7 open, repeating her sentences over 56754 times. But girl, I enjoyed myself (: Oh and thanks for embarrassing me. Thanks.

Thursday
I should have stick to the idea of ponning school. School sucked I swear. Arguments and blah blah pangsai. Dear Stinky and Dre, it had nothing to do with you, I promise :] Sherilyn loves you too much :D And that goes to you too Lecinny.
I was very much looking forward to after school, I wanted to chill out with Dre, Stinky and Alanna so badly and forget about the past. Oh, and I saw Gerry` Mousy too :]

Friday
Well, at first I thought everything was going fine and stuff, with exceptions to some cold shoulder but you should know why we are reacting that way. And then, things got much worst because somebody talk to somebody's enemy. -.-
Oh well, I will emphasise about that later on. Stayed back with Jacq & Ianna to mugmugmug!
Thanks Dre for pangsehing me, thanks.

Okay time for heavier subjects.

Dear all,
It has not been long since we had begun our friendship together and sharing everything we had together. Problems need to be solved and not to runaway from it. I am just going to post all my feelings , no offence, but to improve situations, I am just going to be blunt and hopefully you get the idea and not treat it as an insult because, I do love you guys.

We all knew what took place on Thursday, most of you guys got upset over a little note and the others, I do not know why. Firstly, no one was to blame on how the argument started. It was just all because of a small note, a leaf from a tree that caused an misunderstanding. Therefore, no one needed to apologise to anyone, instead, the note should do it. So you should not persuade Alanna to apologise. Why bother cause another problem when it had been solved? It was not easy to convince Stinky , Dre , Lecinny and Alanna that everything was solved till you told Alanna in the face this : I thought about it, it is really your fault. You should apologise to Lecindra. Thanks for trying to help, but pushing the blame to someone will not solve anything. Cause you do know we are headstrong people, NO one will take the initiative to apologise. That was one reason why some of us were pissed off with you today, but that does not include me. I am just not the person who bear grudges.

And to someone else. So what if you hate her? Which rule in this world states, if your clique member hates a person, you should not talk to that person and hate her as well? It has been long since we last talked to her and you know that yourself, we did that for you. But you must know how to draw the line between yourself and us! You and us disliking or liking her is a complete different TOPIC! Besides, A was only trying to get off some story to share with you guys -.- Spare a thought for others dear, you cannot expect us to give in to you just because you threw your tantrum and remain self-centered.

To Person 3,
You really wanna know why I am ignoring you , giving you that bitchy look? I will tell you why.
Because you gave me up for HER. YES HER. And you got the cheek to tell me : Sorry for abandoning you... BLAH BLAH. Oh and I really hate your untactful remarks and insults. To you its a joke, but you havent noticed, I have not laughed at one before. NEVER. So stop it, you are not that great either. There are reasons why he gave you up, because dear, you have really changed. You are not the person whom I once knew.

I dont care if you hate me or gossip about this. I really dont care. But take this as an advise. I too have flaws. I jolly well know that myself.I do not want this to affect the whole of us because right now, I am currently okay with all of you and will not choose sides. All I can do it calm situations like what I did on Thursday, but there is a limit to what I can do. Think about it. A split , or not? "All for one and one for all." Get the picture?

The Great Escape

2:46 PM | Saturday, September 20, 2008

PAPER BAGS AND PLASTIC HEARTS`;

Overdue pictures!
again ._.

The City Is At War

10:05 AM |

With designer drugs and designer friends`;

Ooooo. It has been a week since I last blogged ._.
This week has been a really tough one, staying at home and accompanying the books. I hope I do get credit for doing the books a favor :/

Let see what are the upcoming test of this week :
Tuesday : Chinese composition and History paper
Friday : English paper 1, composition

Well, not much of a killer with an exception for History. Get it over and done with.
All I have now is six chapters of Geography , six chapters of Science , Maths assessments , Chinese composition practise and assessments , last and maybe least, Shakespeare reading.

I have already made plans for after EOYs.

1) Slack at home on the first day of marking day.
I am going to borrow Season 1 & 2 of Heros , Season 2 of Ugly Betty , Season 2 & 3 of Prison break ( WENTWORTH MILLER! ) and Gossip girl on the web (:

2) Outing with PE clique ♥
So it will either be a leggings / ah lian / mis-match/sleep over outing to the Zoo/WWW/movie-ing on the second day of marking day :D

3) Tutoring session for the unlucky ones who has EOYs!
I know you want tuition from me clap (: How about you Elizabeth? :D

4) Meet up with customers for they long overdue shirts ._. And perhaps a re-opening of my blogshop :D
Sorry about that Jieshi baby and Pris :X

5)Do a bit of catching up with those I have not spoke for a pretty long time
Yeah, you guys know who you are (:

6)Para para with Charmarn and Su hui ♥
I miss hanging out with you guys muchie ._. So I am going to make it compulsory for us to hangout (:

7) Talentine preparation!
LADY MARMALADE of MOULIN ROUGE. Okie dokie, who wants to come watch me ? (: Give all it 2PE!
Theme : Leggings with bright coloured FBTs , shades & the feathery thingy (:

8) Movie Marathon at SCGS !
Hotness! It will be a 12 hour movie marathon from 6pm to 6am. Hot right? (: Yes Awesome :D
SLEEPING BAGS EVERYONE!

9) Class chalet!
COME ON 2PE! Time for bonding session before we get split up :(

10) PLATOON OUTING!
Okay Jacq. I shall leave this to you :D Looking forward to it platoonmates ♥

Alrighty, of course there is a lot more to come.
I shall leave that when EOYs disappear for good :D

Your Guardian Angel

1:13 PM | Saturday, September 13, 2008

EVEN THOUGH SAVING YOU SENDS ME TO HEAVEN`;

Overdue pictures (:

Upload next batch the next time :D
Cookies are really tasty, you know.

Dedicated to my dear friend : Vanessa Ow Jia ling-ge-leh

Awww, dont be sad :(

Cookie, kissie & smiley.

PEEK-A-BOO!

S is my name, Nerd is my game. Nerd S

I mug, she camwhores = Utter disappointment.

AH LIAN AH , AH LIAN.

Sherilyn really loves Andrea :D

When I was emo-ing, she was smiling.

wE luRbzx t0 tWiit wUrhZx.

Runaway

5:43 PM | Thursday, September 11, 2008

TODAY, IS LIKE I AM ON A HEAVY CLOUD`;

Oral was , screwed.
I screwed Chinese like fcuk.
English felt good though , since I got myself a better teacher than my classmates. Heh.

So my expected grades are :
28/40 Chinese
32/40 English

Apparently, according to rumors, oral is only 5% of SA ._.
So in some ways it is good and bad at the same time. Whatever, I only concentrate on the major components.
I have 11 more days to EOYS , Sherilyn jiayou jiayou.
I feel like a geek now, I spent the whole night from seven - ten mugging and just today , I spent the whole afternoon mugging right after school till four. Strangely, I do not feel stressed or forced to this misery , in fact, I am getting addicted to it. 0.0

On a heavier note , I need to relay this message to... Well if you read my posts, you will know who you are.

My life sucks. Seriously it does. I have parents that expects me to only spend seventy bucks a month and to only text at five hundred maximum. It has been two years already and I just seat there listening to you nag and just agree to whatever you say.
However, have you ever thought how I felt? It is not as if we have no money or whatever not, you both are just so narrow-minded. It was never about money issue, comparing to other families out there, we are so much better off. Like how many families in this world owns three cars?
Have you ever thought what your only daugther feel among all her gossip girl material friends who gets at least ten bucks a day? How I feel convincing them to eat at fast food resturaunts instead of posh ones each time we go out? If you do not know, I feel like crap , I feed embarassed , depised upon and look down on.
And there are times I get calculative, but you cannot always blame me for that. Food in the canteen has been increasing , what can I do about it? There are times you talk to me about how you can spend two bucks on lunch and asking why can't I do it. Yes I can, but what about my friends? You expect me to lose face by forcing them to eat at hawker centres when they have habits of eating at posh places?
Not only that, I feel so out of place, like an extra person in their life. Perhaps this is why I can never get along with them like the way they do for each other. I do not expect you to raise my allowance or whatsoever, but please, before making such comments, think about how I feel and how I spend my days with my friends. Having you commenting and reprimanding me makes me feel worst than what I am already feeling, please stop contradicting me with all these and spare a little thought for me. I have friends and parents, but which one should I choose?

And this brings about another subject. I have been emotional in school and been throwing tantrums at you guys, therefore I am so sorry for what I have done to make you guys worry or annoyed because of my daily tantrums. Thanks for trying to cheer me up whenever I am down and putting up with me.
I need to highlight this though, have you wondered why I have been like that recently? I will give you my reasons :
Let me ask you these, why am I always the one left behind whenever we leave for outside class activities? Why am I always the one whom you ignore whenever I pick out a topic to gossip about? Why am I always the feeling left out ? Have you ever consider about the suggestions I have to contribute to the recent class item or to group works? Sometimes I just feel so invisible, like I do not exist when I am just standing right in front of you. In addition, it has always been me approaching you guys for discussions and talks, will you ever bother talking to me if I don't?

I do not know if I am overeacting or whatsoever, no offence you guys, I am not blaming you for this. I mean if I really do not mean much to you , then why bother hanging around anymore? I should just shoo myself you from people. If that is really how you feel, then there is nothing much I can do for now.

Killa

11:41 PM | Tuesday, September 9, 2008

IT FELT SO WRONG, THAT IT MUST BE RIGHT`;

Woots! New skin (:
And I only spent two hours working on it :D
Damn , I am too smart already.

It is the 10th of September tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMARN ! ♥

Oh yes, I still have 56765 photos to upload ! :X
I shall do that after EOYS are over.

ORAL TOMORROW!
Wish me luck ;D

Okay, thirteen more days to EOYS.
My goals : 75 for EVERYTHING. ( Not possible ._. )
EVERYONE JIAYOU!

How to save a life

3:32 PM | Saturday, September 6, 2008

I PRAY TO GOD TO KISS YOU `;

Its been to long , its been to long ...
Its the September holidays and I do not really look forward to September holidays as they are well, not holidays but days you feel guilty not studying for the upcoming EOYS.
Let's start off with Monday though I would not have enough time for this post but I will be back.

Monday
Boring day though... Woke up at 9.30 and started lazing around at home. Okay, I will just come straight to the point. I forgot what I did on Monday ._.

Tuesday
Oh yes. I do remember a little bit on Tuesday (: I requested for Maths teacher to come twice this week. Revised a little and cleared up the misunderstandings. After one and a half hours of endurance, I rewarded myself to a little outing to West Mall to chill off , with my mum... Did not do much though. Just running some errands and stuff.

OH. MATHS TUTOR IS HERE. I will be back later (:

Yosh I am back.
Continuing on to Wednesday.

Wednesday
Oooo. Love this Wednesday :D Got up super early for breakfast at macs, dad drop me off at bus stop and took 171 to Serene. Due to the illness I contracted from I-do-not-know-who, I did not have much appetite to eat my usual Big Breakfast, instead I took a MacMuffin and ice Milo (: Oh, and we bought coffee for Ms Lin to redeem ourselves for being 15 minutes late ._.
After supplementary, we , being nice people , followed Andrea to paragon for her X ray (Braces stuff D:) And our plan changed after that. The people whom we called did not come and we wasted time on other unnecessary stuff . Had lunch at NYDC wheelocks , thank god I brought an extra 10 bucks because the clique I went out with, are gossip girl material. Oh and I saw tall J there too ;D After lunch we went off to borders to get some stuff since I had a $20 voucher (:
Cabbed to Crown to mug ( FINALLY) while stinky headed off to A prime ( she has been naughty, someone did not do her tuition homework.) Yes , I managed to complete my maths tuition homework and finished a whole chapter of history within 2 hours. Get this, I was the only one who managed to concentrate :D Am I great or what? (:

Thursday
Desperately looking for a mugging partner and I found Su su ! :D It has been long since we last hanged out, after all, she was my secondary 1 bestie. Flew over to bugis for a little lunch at MOS and went over to the study lounge at bugis library. Study lounge was super crowded D: But Su su and I managed to get some seats every now and then (: Mugged till 4.15 , mrted home.

Friday
I was not as lucky as Thursday... Couldn't find anyone to mug with :( Clap was suppose to mug with me today but had last minute classes :( I miss clap like shitzoxozo :( Anyway, I did a little blogshopping due to boredom and found this cute hoodie. (: Mum was nice enough to bring me around Bugis Street to see if they were selling cheaper... Which apparently... they were more expensive ._. Wasted trip but I did get myself jelly bands :D
Drove to Jurong to see our new member, Lotus Europa. To be honest, it is kind of hot and sexy and kind of worth two hundred thousand ._.
I had Sebaki training as usual and hell it was the most embarassing moment ._. I shall not blog about it. No way.

I guess I shall just stop here with the weekends untold. Too many things have been happening and I am feeling a bit sdihfiseahioawhgofoidsfsuig now. I need bestie :(

Bye world.
You know you love me,
XOXO
Gossip Girl ( Sherilyn -.-)

Thunder

10:21 PM | Monday, September 1, 2008

YOUR VOICE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY SUMMER`;

I have thought about it and finally came to realise it was all not worth it.
The tears, the guilt and the fear of being alone in this world. Only a fool would not neglect the fact that he/she had other awesome and great friends who will never made the same mistake like it did, and thank you , for not making me that fool (:
To Jeremy, Grace and Carolyn (: Thanks for cheering me on and allowing to me have more reasons to live on :]

Sherilyn is back on track folks :D I only need one day to cry and the rest of the days to smile (:

Okay, MUGGING SCHEDULE :
#1 ) Monday - Science
#2) Tuesday- Maths tuition , Geog and more mathematics practise :]
#3) Wednesday- Maths with Miss Lin and mugging session with PE Clique w/o LECINDRA LIM (pissed face)
#4) Thursday- Science, biology
#5) Mugging session with Satt ( tentative). [SAY YES LIZ! :( & MAYBE YOU TOO MICHAEL!]

Yupp, I am ending off with Honours & Aces cum Teachers' Day photos :]