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MOVED ON.

2009-08-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

MOVED TO....
http://used_nabused.livejournal.com

Boom Boom Pow

2009-06-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

SEXY LADIES EXTRA LONGER `;

I feel like killing myself.
I TTLY FORGOT HOW TO DO A & E MATHS.
I AM SCREWED TTM. I need tuition, where is the tuition teacher when I need her.
HOW HOW HOW?!

I need to cry so badly. ):
HELP HELP HELP.

I need Steph Ho and Jacq now. I need to do my A maths and E maths. ):

FCUK TTM ): I HATE IT WHENEVER IT IS LIKE THIS.
I AM SO GONNA FLUNK MY PRACTISE TEST ):

Elevator

2009-06-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

We touch the sky , We touch the Ground `;

I am major happy today (:
Everything seems to go well today. Thank you God (L)

I have to finish Project work by tomorrow before Jing murders me D:

I woke up at 6.45pm to send our Princess off for Spec course.
Mad rush there cos I was already damn late , sweat like a dog. Wtf.
Kiona thank me.
Gossip gossip at SDC till Kiona finally boarded the bus at 9.15pm. O.O
Damn early, damn early ._.

Talking about Spec course ; It was pretty fun (:
Bunked in with my mates, had enough time to condition my hair ;
Talked rubbish through nights , Stayed up till 1 plus for interviews ;
Got into the top 5 , Made friends with the Sirs & ma`ams ;
Tio tekkan hell a lot of times , laugh at the guys
Completed 105 Buddha claps , Did 30 push-ups on the double

Best of all, I GOT MY 2SG RANK! :D SC FTW.

My to do list for the hols :
- Hair extentions *checked*
- Facial ( TOMORROW ;D )
- Complete Spec Course *checked*
- J's birthday (:

OH. BTW, PCD WAS normal :/

Punkbitch

2009-05-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

I was steady ; you were fleeting

I came to realise something after coming across this person's blog.
It seem to have make a heavy impact on me, not sure for how long, but it did.

So why should I cling on to something that might never return and cry over spilled milk?
Ironic how I use this phrases to assure people, but I hardly execute it myself. I guess you will never know till you get the taste of it.

(: I shall stay happy, focus on what I have now.
Afterall, it is not that bad. I can handle it (:

Starstrukk

2009-05-22T20:53:00.005+08:00

I HATE MY SCHOOL TTM. I SWEAR THERE IS NO ONE CIVILISED.

EVERYONE ARE TTL BITCHES.
I MEAN EVERYONE.

Either they are fcuked up hypocrites. Whom try to trick their way through by constantly using sweet nothings. Just go drown yourself in the ocean. Yeah and most probably when we see each other along the corridors, we give that fake bimbo smile but deep inside you are dying to shout out EW! And there YOU go, backstabbing. Just eat shit and kill yourself.

OR

They make use of you and domineer your life. AHEM AHEM.

OR

They do not even think twice about anyone except themselves.

F TTM. JUST SEND ME AWAY FROM SINGAPORE.
I HAD ENOUGH.

You know. If I could, I would have left school, throw away the bloody sim card , close down MSN and start a new life.
Make REAL friends.

i hate my life.

Dear Sherilyn,
Do you know what it is like to lose everything?

Now, I do.

----edit----

I love my mum and D (L)
Thanks fragalistic-expialidoshus. I feel 10000x better.

Rehab

2009-05-20T21:44:00.003+08:00

You were like my lover and my best friend ; All wraped into one with a ribbon on it`;

I want a new blog name.
I had inspirations somehow I just seem forget what I thought about.
Typically, that was how I ended up getting mocked at. *Cough Le- Cough cough cin.*
My blog is revived for now (: Till the end of June holidays and I will go MIA. again.

Results are going on roller coaster rides. In some cases I did exceptionally well and there are worst parts of it.
And my English seems to be receeding back to how I spoke in Primary Four.

Alright, to be frank. I came back to vent my anger on fragalistic-expialidoshus.
Some people really piss me off ttm. TTM.
I shall not mention names, shall not point to whose to blame. I do know how to respect one's dignity.
Seems kind of sadistic. -Hell yeahhh-

S : Freak. SHES COMING. QUICK CHANGE TOPIC! POB POB!
L : OMG! Sherilyn your damn pretty!
L: HAHAHAHA.
S : * ._. *

OH ANOTHER HAPPY THOUGHT :DD
I AM GOING FOR PCD CONCERT! YAYNESS TTM!

Radio DJ tomorrow again. Let it be egg-citing (:

Okay I am tired. Let do this abruptly.
BYE!

MIA

2009-03-12T22:11:00.004+08:00

MIAMissing in actionuntil the end of time, I might be back.

Check Yes Juliet

2009-03-05T19:22:00.002+08:00

And don't tell a soul goodbye`;

1) This week totally sucks
2) Finally finished with Social Studies Project
3) Bio test results with fcuking shit. 29/40, 72.5% A2 -.-
4) Myra is damn lucky shit -inside joke-
5) Booked for nails and hair
6) Will be having a good talk with Miss Leong tomorrow
7) Stupid Prize Presentation
8) Geog results were equally bad : 18.5/25 , 74% another shit A2 _l_
9) Realised you were not the same person as I loved before
10) CIP with Rainbow Centre this Saturday

Happy Cursing, Totally Not In The Best Mood.

Where Is The Love

2009-02-28T20:47:00.004+08:00

Instead of spreading love, we're spreading animosity `;

SHERILYN IS BACK FROM OBS.
I AM BACK TO CIVILISATION!

OBS sucked ttm. The only fun part of OBS is getting the chance to finally bathe after a long sweaty and damp day ): There were millions of SAND FLIES AND BLOODY MOSQUITOES D:
Worst part was, I ended up in Camp 2 , Sea Expedition.

Monday
AMUNDSEN!
Honestly speaking, I felt like slapping the SOME people in there _l_
First day was the normal boring briefing shit and bonding activities. And be sad when the first day passes because you are going to cry for the next 3 days.

Tuesday
Woke up at 5.30am to pack for Punggol.
Received Kayaking lessons till 9.30pm and launched off at 10.30pm.
Kayaked from Pulau Ubin to Punggol , approx 4km.
OH OH, I WAS SEA EX LEADER FOR THE DAY :DD
Part Navigator, Part Right Marker ((:
Best thing was I had Lecinny as my kakaying buddy (:

Oh and it RAINED. IT FREAKING RAINED ):

I swear I hated the loading and unloading part. HATE IT HATE IT! ): Not to mention carrying the dumb kayaks up shore -.- Tuesday was lecture day, blah blah blah.
Oh and shitty Sentry duties to guard the kayaks ._.

Wednesday
Punggol to Sembawang
-Rise and shine at 5am
-Launch off at 7.30am
-Capsize drill with Abigail and Yingmei.
-Poor Yingmei sulked through halfway because she finished her happy food. (HAHA.)
-Met flying fishes near Yishun area and that is when the current hated us.
-Aka black face day

Thursday
Sembawang to Ubin (Damn Day)
-Woke Up at 4am
- Launched off at 6.30am
-Switched partners halfway cos Lecin's hand was in bad state ):
- Male student instructor Norman took over (Heh Heh.), allowing me to slack a bit. Teehee.
-Loaded kayaks back to their shelves and accumulated bruises during the process.
-Certainty that many peeped in their kayak. Grossness.

Friday
HOME FREE!
-Woke up at 5am
-Rock climbing ( With unusual tedious rock walls. D: )
-Proper lunch at Chalet Camp 1 ( Lucky shits.)
-Bus ride back to school with Sarah
-HOMED!

Anyway here are my thanks to certain people (:

Sarah & Constance : TENT MATES (K) Thanks for looking out for me babes (: Love those gossips and heart to heart talks :D

Lecindra : KAYAKING BUDDY (L)(L) Thanks for making the kayaking trips wonderful (: And I apologise for those times when I vent my anger and frustrations on you ): And for sleeping on Wednesday during kayaking :X Love you (:

Alexis : THANKS FOR THE PRETTY PLASTERS AND APPLES :D The songs you sang during kayaking to keep our spirits alive and the sweet comforts whenever I was down and out.

Ying Mei & Ethel : LOVE YOUR COMPANY DURING KAYAKING TRIPS (: Thanks for your entertainments (:

Shen-Nen & Claudine : Thanks for your co-operations (: And for helping out Amundsen with shits and all. Lastly for your help whenever I needed them (:

Btw, I MISS J AND JIA WEI TONS ):

Love Game

2009-02-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

Do you want love or you want fame?

Today totally sucks.
Except for that part where Dada & Mama brought me out for bowling. And that my bowling score improved from 20+ to 41.

HAHA. YES PATHETIC ):

I nearly got scammed AGAIN. This is getting out of hand, why is it that everyone in this world is out to get me. Irony is that I am not even that wealthy -.-

I am tired. So tired to argue, lost my sensations.
No mood to speak. No mood to pick up the phone to send a simple text message.
I wanted to end it in a happy way before leaving.
Why does matters always have to be like this?
Why is it that we find ourselves keeping out hearts alive every weekend?

I am always the one trying.
Requests although turned down, but hearts intact.
Isn't that most important?

How about the time you used someone else to spite me.
I do not even dare ask for compensation for the price of mending this broken heart.

Requests turned down, but hearts intact.
I only wish to see you happy. Do not let me be your barrier towards happiness.

Beautiful

2009-02-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Cause your independent and you got my attention`;

I am in need of Bball pants.
I am in need of Bball Shoes.
I am in need of Baggy Shirts.
For Hip-Hop.

Love Seri's Bball shoes T.T

Trend of blogging has seemed to attack my habits, I am blogging almost every single day D:

Two tuition today and Hip Hop classes. I feel lethargic.
High waisted skirts makes me look fatter. ))):

Obs in two days and I have yet to pack.
Oh hot damn, this is my jam.
Get it?

Love Story

2009-02-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

So close your eyes , Escape this town for a little while `;

I LOVE TGIF.
I LOVE TGIF.
I LOVE TGIF.

OBS NEXT WEEK D: And Alanna is not joining us ): Stupid Basketball Matches ):
I need to pack, bring misc stuff and tons of shirts.

Currently scrutinizing the purple post it on my laptop : SS NEWSPAPER REPORT! ._.

Okay, I received the greatest joke of the day.
HAHAHA.
You ttly DO NOT deserve to be sympathise with, you had this coming.
Your lucky my hands were able to write during chem test, or I would have complained to ___ as well.

I shall be nice and not reveal any identities etc. BE GRATEFUL.
Uh huh, I admit I did not spend much time during the necessary, but don't you think you went overboard? Look at SK's hands, and the rest of our ____. Despite the fact one of our ____ broke down, all you need was SIMPLY IGNORE HER and carrying on with your usual shouting.

Yes, punishment is essential in guiding us towards the right path and leading us to success as a ____. SC___ is reputation is important and so are the rules. You always reminded and reprimanded us to practice the ___ Core Values but don't you find it contradicting that you are failing on the topic Cadet Welfare? You mean to say we should follow you, role models and remain insensitive towards our future Cadets?

Case scenario :
We were made to knock it down for an hour plus under the scorching sun and on the burning floor. Trust me, it seem to me they were having loads of fun seeing us suffer. Sadistic.

Anyway, forget about that subject.
Today's chem test was on-and-off and so was English. Although I have this strong feeling of failing the summary section.

Two tuition tomorrow and Hip-Hop. I kind of hate Saturdays as well.

It seem weird you have eratic actions towards me.
Stop confusing me.

Mad

2009-02-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

We're fighting this war, baby, When both of us are losing `;

I just had this sudden urge to blog, so I blog, you read :D

Biology Test this morning, made a couple of careless mistakes and I deserve a slap.
I must get an A1. I must get an A1. It is a compulsory issue and decision is FINAL.

The only good thing about today is, 老师 forgot about 听写。:D
Correction : She only realised there was 听写 after lesson ended, oh well. We all enjoy procrastinating, don't we?

Oh and I just got 6 more orders for Colorvue Lens selling RIGHT HERE

Up coming nonsense for this week :
Tuesday - English Test
Wednesday - Geography Test
Friday - Chemistry Test

Just get it over and done with. Soon, you find out there is something else to get over and done with. OBS in exactly 7 days.

It is getting late, I need my beauty sleep.
Toods (:

Oh and one more thing : CREDITS TO GRACE FOR THE SKIN (K) *big enough bo?*

Lie

2009-02-15T16:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar `;

The good old days when Su Hui and I fell in love with Big Bang ♥

My week has been miserable and next week will not be any better.
I have gotten back my results and they are just shit.

CL - 25.5/50 [51% , C6] Wtf.
A Maths - ?/35 ( Forget it, I am so not going to embarass myself.)
EL - 15/30 [50%. C6]

Since I am not doing well in both languages that I commonly use, I should just take up Indian ._.

I guess the only excuse I have is that , about 3/4 class failed Chinese :X
And A maths was not an exception either ._.
However, English was slightly better. I bet the teacher was just biased ( Pun intended )

This is what you call : 掩耳盗铃.

I LOVE VALENTINES.
I HATE VALENTINES.

Damn, I did not receive any roses this year ): Only baked cookies , muffins... etc.
My friends are indirectly trying to put some weight on me ):

Just joking darlings (: Thanks for your gifts and I really hope you like my Muffins / Strawberry Chocolates. :D

Okay, back to English Summary and SS essay.

& HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ♥

p.s/ I am sorry.

Broken Strings

2009-02-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

Oh the truth hurts, And lies worse`;

I decided to do a little posting before mugging for the 110th time of the day ._.

Q : Hows life?
A : Getting used to it. Results are much better, showing signs of improvement. Deeper down, I am deteriorating.

My new resolution for the year : [ something Charmarn and I decided on (: ]
NO C GRADES AND BELOW FOR COMMON TESTS :D
A B4 IS ALREADY DABIAN.

Results so far :
Chem: 25/30 [ 83.3% , A1]
SS : 8/10 [80%, A1]
E Maths : 18/30 [60%, B4 ] <<<>
& I have a very bad feeling English and Mother Tongue will be far worst ._.

I swear I am going to work so hard I am going to take over SY, get my 8A1s for O levels and appear in 2010 year's newspapers. ( Geez, like that will ever happen ._. )

My posts are getting so boring, it is becoming a Nerd site for Nerd wannabes ._.
I want to perform for MTV Hip Hop ): Loraine, sign up for me! ):

Dreaming Wide Awake

2009-01-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

When gray meets light, It creates new colors`;

I love American Mall.
I love American Mall.
I love American Mall.

I hate this year's Chinese New Year.
I accumlated a total of 6 medications, 1 big Jab , never ending homework and social relationship problems. I wish I was someone else. I am so far from being perfect, when will life ever meet my feeling and thoughts?

I might die soon. It has been 6 days, we shall see.

And I am in need of a new blogskin.

So What

2009-01-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

I got my rock moves, And I don't want you tonight`;

I kind of decided to unlock blogspot after reading One Fifth Avenue, about Mindy Gooch. Books can inspire you so much D:

Hip Hop today -inserts smiley- Lydia took over since Seri was doing some Crew errands O_O After several sessions with different instructors, I like Lydia's the best (:

-Jojo's was too popping and locking ( perhaps he happens to be a guy? :X )
-Orange was complicated and extremely fast, I still kind of like hers though. Wth, I am talking ironic.
-Seri is more of rudimentary? However, she is the main instructor for Saturday's classes, I should give her some respect (: Afterall, she is my senior ;D

I swear I suck at Pop n locks ): And Lydia was super during recital at Forum, the Shopping Mall. I still have a long way to go, do I? ):

School is on Monday. (Damn.) I want my holidays back Santa, as a subsidy of not handing over my homework machine >( I need to breaks from homework, before I break.

P.s I really cannot stand her attitude, yes Ethel. I finally understood what you meant about her disgusting attitude.

With Love

2009-01-14T20:40:00.005+08:00

I can take your honesty, all your words sway heavenly `;

I still cannot adapt to Secondary 3 ): Perhaps all we need is time and a little faith. God promised me that, please do not disappoint me ):

Homework is piling up every single day, in preparation for next year's Os. To do well, we have to responsible enough to put in effort right from the start (NOW!), so stop procrastinating people.

Three things have been stuck on my mind :
1) Social Life
2) Upcoming Tests
3) Passing of time

Perhaps you can categorise passing of time and Social Life together. As time passes, things could either go worst and be a blessing in disguise. Overtime, I have lost friends without expecting it. How can such close buddies just drift with the snap of your fingers?

Putting in effort and refusal of co-operation just do not clique. A one way road will never succeed, you cannot expect cars to fly over each other can you? No space and no room for consideration, will never make things better. Love is not as powerful as you think it is folks.

So instead of just sitting and waiting for the barrier to dissolve, why not shift it and continue your way back to life. Forgive, but I cannot forget. Of course, this does not mean I hate you, but to show that I do care even if you do not.

Tests, makes me worry if you will pass with flying colours. Three Cs to do well, Commitment, Co-operation and Calm minds. In other words, forget about it. Just fail.

(I kid.)

I have been reading through my Novemeber posts, I realised something. I still simply cannot forgive you. Aww, too bad. You asked for it.

Touch My Hand

2009-01-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

A wonderwall of stars`;

I swear I hated school more than ever the moment I stepped into class.

1) Probably the people there ( No offence)
2) The boredom
3) The feeling of forcing yourself to get up at 5.30 when you get to sleep another 5 hours more during the holidays
4) The stress input on you
5) The inundating of homework piling up on you
6) Everyone is changing
7) Long hours on Monday
8) Anxiety while waiting for the damn bus
9) Fooling around and not studying is strictly banned for life.
10) Not having to see your loved one due to busy schedules.

I am damn tired really.
I do not even get to log on the laptop like I usually do , my life is so dull and my mind is only filled with what homework is due when , where and what.
I had enough of this misery business.

Someone save me from this treacherous hell.

Poker Face

2009-01-05T22:19:00.006+08:00

And after he's been hooked , I'll play the one that's on his heart`;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STINKY(!)

Hey CAROLIN/CAROLYN;

Happy 50th birthday :}} Half of Sec 2 life was great having to know you , sharing gossips and doing retarded stuff. Oh and we used to be Lecinny's hairstylist during CE lessons :D And not forgetting our POPCORN CHICKEN morning routines! Sadly , we have yet to continue that tradition ): Tomorrow or something alright? (: I will take the usual 50cents and you ordering the $1 plus two nuggets and chrysanthemum tea ;D I know I am awesome , I know you so well (:

Your best friends are TREES and whatever that is GREEN.
And yes , I know you enjoy VIWAWA :D Btw, I still need to beat you in Sushido and Groword.
Oh and find some time to teach you bridge (:

Okay I think I shall end off soon (: Stay cool and awesome yeah , oh oh and remember there is always a friend in me so feel free to look for me whenever you need someone to be there for you :D

X,

Insomnia

2008-12-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

Now looking back i wish i could rewind `;

I need a new pencil case. I want those ttly huge ones like Roxy :D
Someone please get it for me? - inserts innocent face -
I really really want it ):

I just wasted my money on candy bracelets :/ I will probably instock them or something. The beads are so teeny-tiny ): And I really want that New York off shoulder from Taiwan Spree. ):

School is starting on Friday. I do not like my new class , I ain't close to anyone there ): I guess I can go sit at the loser corner for the next two years :/ Poor Sherilyn ( Yes , it is that bad that I have to pity myself. )

Okay I am going to chiong homework tomorrow. Wish me luck peepzx.
My plans for next year : Visit libraries to mug , alone or with a friend (: Weekly.
I have to force myself , resist the stress and just do it.

3 DIGNITY FTW. ( ew.)

Cookie Jar

2008-12-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

Head to feet , they are so damn sweet`;

Its Christmas today ,
Let us all forgive and forget ,
Let go of the hatred and learn to love ,
Turn over a new leaf and learn from the mistakes we have commited ,
Mend hearts which has been broken ,
Let us , become stronger than before.

MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES :}

and thanks for all of your wonderful texts / msn messages :}
Sherilyn loves you! :D

Btw , BAGPACKS FTW :D
Anyone wants to chiong homework with me ? I am almost done with Chinese and Math (8

Pieces Of Me

2008-12-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself `;

Okay I just had this urge to post again.
Did I mention I love Let It Rock by Kevin Rudolf ttm ? Shit it hell rocks , please listen to it.

I was considering between Xanga and Blogger , I gave up hopes on Xanga the moment I signed up for it :X Sadly , it took 9876545678 years to load. Xanga just lost it chances to having an awesome owner like me :D wtf , I am shitting again -.-

Lecinny just discovered a secret today , and I discovered one too. (:
Awww , sorry Lecinny , I really did not know you had interest in it :X Well , better late then never (:
Thanks Veewawa for your concern dear (: Love you ! Your call and your comforts , and everything (: Oh oh oh , Get well soon k? ):

Omf , school is starting in 2 weeks time. That seriously sugz ttm. I do not want to wake up at 0530 , I do not want to take the dumb dumb bus , burn all the homework & common tests people. My life will be officially ruined. Oh , I have detention as well T.T

My schedule for this week :

Tuesday - Errands around the world in 4 hours. - I love sarcasms -
Wednesday - Heeren with Marmar
Thursday - Jingle Bells , I killed myself
Friday - Chinese tuition

Please please , let school come next next year ):

Won't Go Home Without You

2008-12-22T16:29:00.002+08:00

The weight of the things that remained unspoken`;

Help help.
I am totally losing my social life. Argh , happens every holiday. Blah blah blah.
I am home like 24/7. Shit , I am like some loner asshole.
Major bored and yet busy at the same time.

I have homework to complete. ( URGENT! )
Other misc stuff to do.
Hip Hop and Sebaki trainings.
NCC orientation -.- But I am missing one day due to Chirstmas trip to M'sia :D
Have to dye back my hair black :/

You know what , just kill me.

Let It Rock

2008-12-17T17:47:00.002+08:00

To justify the way you live a lie`;

HEY BITCHES. I AM IN BEIJING :D

Okay damn its effing cold here ): I have conqured the Great Wall of China :D Visited Ming tomb & heading to the Forbidden City tomorrow (:
Anything you guys want? They have cheap stuff here (:

So went to this Bugis Street like place , only with shelter and that you can nego till the quarter of the price D: Like $400 , to $100. Hehe.

Anyway , major tired from that long walk. I wanna go take an afternoon pig nag.
Bye peepzxzx. Just leave a tag if you want anything (:

P.s I miss you ):

Whatcha Think About That

2008-12-11T23:36:00.003+08:00

Baby somebody’s gonna cry tonight ; But it wont be my tears tonight `;

Peepos :] I realised there is actually 8764567890 people reading my blog , but just that they simply refuse to tag! ): I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. - inserts major sad face -

I have this urge to switch to xanga , however I have to go around telling peeps about my new url , make a new skin and get adjusted to it. All these years , I have been using blogger :/ I will be some siao ding dong with xanga T.T

Did errands again , another mass meet on Monday. Blogshop stuff is major tiring , I do wish to keep it open till next year :/ Hope it does not affect school shits ): Had tuition at 6 with Miss Ng , well overall she is not that bad. Though I am jealous of her height and her skinny legs ): If her tuition career fails , she can either be a model or whatever she is doing at U. She is also pretty ):

If I die and come back on Earth , I want big kawaii eyes , white straight bright teeth , be at least 160 cm tall , make it into HCI jc , awesome figure. Yeah , whoever has that , is probably dead by now. No one can ever have all of these , maybe some :/ Life is unfair ): So so unfair ):

-EDITED-
I saw KHOO KAILIN while doing my errands ;] I think I am finally taller than you. Hehe :D
Treat me to SUSHI one day k ;D Missed you ):

One Step At A Time

2008-12-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

You're confused, you got it all figured out `;

I have neglected poor bloggie ):
Looks like I got a lot of catching up to do ): But I will only blog about special events & stuff {:

1st of Dec
Met Lecinny & Veewawa at Pasir Ris ( Super super long ride btw :X )
Sadly, Dre & Jia Wei couldnt join us after their basketball match ):
Went to pay Video Ezy a visit , but the sale person does not seem to mind losing a customer ( Asshole. ) Managers should do more regular checks , one thing is for sure , he is probably biased. Since we are teenagers , we can "be messed around with". Oh so ttly, go & die. Wth.
Had Kasudon for lunch , ooo , my favourite 8)

Okay so we didnt know what to choose , WWW or Escape. WWW won mostly because Veewawa & Lecinny were wearing slippers , Lecinny felt like getting wet & Veewawa missed U-slide. I went with anything (:

We stepped in , played around , kinda gets boring & truly regretted choosing WWW. But , as time passes , we saw the meaning behind " there might be an advantage towards the negative " . SCANDALS & hottties - ckp smile- Veewawa & Lecinny were literally going crazy over these basketballers , stalking them and obsessing over them. I was , just happy with what I have (: Veewawa & bucktoothed , Lecinny & Tallie 8) I was put with the short piakia guy :/ Oh , and we saw RACHEL CHONG with her 98765456 year old boyfriend :X Btw, her extensions really sucks ._.

Had hot dogs , twister fries & popcorn chicken for dinner (: Ice-cream for Supper :D Left for Dover with Lecinny @ 8.30 (: Since someone was pigging so soundly , we were so terribly sweet to write her a paper plate message :D Mum's taxi came around 9.30 , bathed & pig straight away once I had done everything for the night. Major tired ):

5th of Dec
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY VEEWAWA (:

7th of Dec
HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY DADA (:
It was my dada's birthday today (: Went to Ashlyn's 1st month party in the morning (: I swear she is so cute. I have an obsession over babies :D But that does not mean I am gonna have them soon -.-

So anyway , celebrated Dada's birthday at Equinox , Swisshotel (: Super grand & all , love their food & service (: But there is a price to pay behind everything , bill came up to $305 , after discount , $240 D: To me , that is the point eating such ex stuff , it is BATA ( buy and throw away ) , meaning after eating , you just shit it out O.O I guess , once in a blue moon is fine (:

Came home , & blew out candles (: Cedele's Carrot cake , one the best (:

14th of Dec
BBQ with Jia Wei , Dre , Stinky & Veewawa :D DAMN DAMN EXCITED (:

Suddenly I See

2008-12-04T22:56:00.004+08:00

She likes to leave you hanging on her word`;

-----EDIT-------
I FEEL MUCH BETTER (:
Ignore the nonsense.

THANKS LECINDRA (: FOR NOTICING ME & FOR YOUR COUNTLESS SUPPORT & ADVISE.

Birthday People

2008-11-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

HI DARLINGS (:
MY VIDEO IS FINALLY COMPLETE!

My dedication to Alanna ; Lecindra & Vanessa (:
Happy Birthday (:

CLICK ME!

Chasing Cars

2008-11-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

Would you lie with me and just forget the world`;

It feels like years since I lasted posted here D:
Anyway , hectic schedule this week.
Have to prepare myself & face the facts that I will be living without a maid for a week or two, Beijing preparations , have to start working on homework , blogshop stuff etc.

Anyway , chalet tomorrow with the birthday girls (:
I was pretty upset that Dada did not allow me to stay over but I guess since it was for safety reasons, I can understand (:

Tuesday & Wednesday : Blogshop stuff.

Thursday : Study date anyone? Exercise? (:

Friday : Mama, please bring me shopping ):

I urgently need to go out with Ethel , Su Hui & Gr clique , Lecinny , Pe clique ): Plans just keeps on getting cancelled and blah blah rubbish.
I even ponned hip hop due to the injuries caused by Sebaki training. I wonder, will there any chances I come home after Sebaki without having bruises anywhere? I suffered back pain , shin bruises , arm bruises & even my heel was not spared. Uh huh, caused me walking like a chicken for a day -.- I even got accused "gangster" , certainly one of the worst trainings ever.

Got to get back to advertising (: Bye fragalistic expialidoshus.

Don't Hold Back

2008-11-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

Spending your days away in space`;

Yay , I got back my mood to blog (:
I have my reasons. Teehee.
I have also been busying with my new addiction : BLOGSHOP :D

Reason why I like owning a blogshop:

1) You gain business working experience , in more detailed terms, like you know how to quote prices , try to gain more than losing etc

2) The feeling of getting to travel around the whole of Singapore (: Happens when you have to meet people for payments and delivery of their respective items they have purchased.

3) You get to purchase stuff online while advertising (: Killing two birds with one stone.

4) Love the feeling of excitement when somebody orders from you (:

5) Get to take advantage of it (:

Yeah , so I will be running around the whole of Singapore tomorrow :D
Collecting moolah. Hehe.

Anyway , after so much.
SUPPORT OKAY!
WWW.VINDICTIVE-X3.BLOGSPOT.COM :D

P.s credits to LALA for his blog title (:

Mercy

2008-11-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

My morals got me on my knees`;

Yay , prison stay has ended. I swear I was dying in that prison :/
Rain and rain like hell , far worst then S'pore.
I did got pretty much stuff from their sales though , I guess that is the only privilege I had ._.

I have to go get presents for the three lovely ladies , bought Jia Wei's one alr though (:
And I know what to get for Lecinny and Veewawa :D

Meeting up with Pangsai and Charmie next week for East Coast Park , feels like forever since we last went out. Officially looking forward to it , mainly because it allows me to get things off my inundated brain.

I need to hire someone for entertainment till Wednesday ):
That is , if I could survive till that long , leaving me for a few days has started absorbing the air around me , am I right to assume that I would die if it were to be all gone?

"I did pray hard tonight , made sacrifices and atone for my sins. Just for you safe return , my alien. "

Right Now

2008-11-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to be strong ,but the strength I have is washing away`;

Current status : Stoning , after an hour or so , I will become stone. The ache in my head , is going to burst within a second.

Wednesday and Thursday

Almost got admitted to the hospital , due to my skin mutating into hard cold rock.
The cycle repeats itself : Run errands with or without my mum , Read , Advertise ... Etc

Friday

Went to collect school books in the morning with Mama , Pacific Bookstore makes life easier and saves the environment by giving us a biodegradable box to "import and export" our books from school to home (:
Other than that, I still do not support the 7% GST rubbish. Mind you , it is a school. Students do not earn money, but earn hell lots of shit.

Lunched at West Mall , ate Saba fish ( Yummy , still have preference for Vivo's Saba though ). Arcaded with Mama ( Yes , my Mum is cooler than your Mum :D ) , Lets Go Jungle-ed and Bballed. Earn myself a total of 11 tickets, now having a total of 32 tickets (: Enough to claim some lanpei gift , but I rather wait for those plushies :D

Ran some errand at Euphony , gymmed for awhile. Could have stayed longer if not for those stinky boys , stinking up the gym -.-
Left for home around 4.30 , dinnered and then Sebaki training.

Sebaki training was not too usual , did 50 of every basic technique , but only the more efficient ones. We didn't practise Kata as well , but did 2 vs 1 sparing.
Trained with Truman and Arnaf , pretty rough those two dudes ._.
Hell was tiring , crashed the moment I got home D:

Saturday
Nothing special. Weekends are boring , as ever.
Hip-hoped with Jia Wei , yesterday's choreography was much more creative.
Moves with quick , sharp and more muscles were required ._. Much more.
Jia Wei was being a deprived kid, deluding herself thinking she could dance well, thus being a retard smiling to her success ._. (Errrrrrrr O.O )
Bubbled tea-ed , Macs and Jia Wei followed me home for awhile (:

Left at 5.30 for WARAKU :D Yummy delicious :D
Had Yami Yoghurt for desert (:

Told you my days were major boring. -.-

Hot N Cold

2008-11-12T20:41:00.003+08:00

The same energy now's a dead battery `;

Hi , Sherilyn is sleeping at 1130pm today :]
It has been a long time since I slept that early D:
See , I have kept my promise and now it is your turn.

Okay, I am officially done with my errands.
Good and Bad. Happy and Sad.
I spent Monday and Tuesday running around Singapore just to complete them , with a little accompany of course :] I have to admit, I did have fun (:

Monday : LIM JIA WEI'S 41th BIRTHDAY ( Alanna :X ) and something else really really special (:
Tuesday : Veewawa's trip to the US. Will certainly miss you honey ):

Where as, I spent Wednesday with Breaking Dawn.
I just bought One Fifth Avenue to keep me company once I have completed Breaking Dawn. Proud to say I am kind of spending my holidays wisely, rather than going out and spending cash like there is no tomorrow and doing illegal stuff which only stupid people would resort to. O.O

I am on the verge of tearing out my hair.
#1 ) Annoying brother is doing his "job" by being annoying.
#2) I accused iTunes of being a bitch , went through all the trouble to update it. And yet, found out it was the song's problem. -.- ( SOMEONE SHOOT ME NOW #@*$&^%$$&$ ) And iTunes 8 sucks to the core.
#3) Life sucks and then you die.

Oh yes, I realised, I have not posted my combi for next year.
Here goes :

Pure Biology
Pure Chemistry ( Ew. )
A maths (Double Ew.)
E maths
Pure Geography ( Ftw.)
Half Literature , Half Social Studies ( Yuck.)
Mother Tongue

Suppose

2008-11-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

And I'm tired, this fight is fighting to survive`;

I've collected some MEGA horny talks.
Heh heh. Rather comical too (: Enjoy :D

Carolyn says:that white shirt you ahve?
(L) Carolyn says:which you wore for diamonds
(L) Carolyn says:i have one like that
S Lyn :] Bite the dust says:Hmmm :/
(L) Carolyn says:but if i wear it alone it just looks like
(L) Carolyn says:i just had sex
(L) Carolyn says:i dont wanna look like i died having sex!!!
S Lyn :] Bite the dust says:HAHAHAH. Wow, johnny shld be less rough :/

awwww, she still ended up looking like a pornstar if you are wondering. ( HAHA! )

S Lyn :] Bite the dust says:AND VEEWAWA
Why Does My Heart Cry says:maybe aft that
Why Does My Heart Cry says:HAHAH VEEWAWA
Why Does My Heart Cry says:GOOD ONE :D
Why Does My Heart Cry says:shit im jacking myself?!
S Lyn :] Bite the dust says:HAHA YES
S Lyn :] Bite the dust says:HAHA VEEWAWA
Why Does My Heart Cry says:fine.
Why Does My Heart Cry says:FINE.

and she claims she is awesome. 0.0

V! says:everyone's mean t you!
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:Including you
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:I am never
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:going to share my thongs w you again
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:DONT COME BEGGING FOR MY RAINBOW ONES WHEN YOU HAVE SEX TOMORROW
V! says:HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
V! says:EH MINE ARE RAINBOW CHECKERED.
V! says:BEAT. THAT.
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:MINE ARE STRIPES
V! says:LIKE KUEH LAPIS?!
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:YEAH
S Lyn :] True Care, Truth Brings says:GOT A PROB?

Oh yeah... -ckp smile-

ETHEL 8) says:what happened
ETHEL 8) says:HAHA
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:I dont know
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:I lost my.....
ETHEL 8) says:virginity?
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:by accident
ETHEL 8) says:kk just kidding :)
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:how ethel?
ETHEL 8) says:omg
ETHEL 8) says:uh
ETHEL 8) says:dont tell your parents
ETHEL 8) says:just
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:Of course lah
ETHEL 8) says:omg
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:I am carrying your baby
ETHEL 8) says:hahhahah
ETHEL 8) says:shit.
ETHEL 8) says:i think i gave out too much sperms
ETHEL 8) says:HAHAHA
S LYN -ckp smiley- says:HAHAHHA WTH
ETHEL 8) says:eh
ETHEL 8) says:what happened?
ETHEL 8) says:AHAHAH
ETHEL 8) says:broke up with johnson?

I swear no one can beat her when it comes to sex ._.

That's all folks :D

Love Is A Lie

2008-11-07T23:52:00.004+08:00

You can hide behind your stories , But don't take me for a fool`;

Updates Updates!
Wireless was down for two bloody days. -major sad face-

I can't seem to remember what I did for Tuesday and Wednesday :/
Perhaps all I did was stoned and got major shit from dad. Trust me, I was so tempted to runaway forever.
Thanks Vee and J for listening (L)(K)

Thursday
MAJOR HAPPY KID ; I LOVE YOU

Friday
Jia Wei came over today. Okay fine, she can swim and didn't drown. :/
Slept as we suntanned , bathed and headed for lunch.
Lunch was - sigh - ):

Mega tired after swimming , not sure why though.
Pigged , PSP , dinner and Sebaki training.

Sebaki was better than usual (:
Everyone seemed to be in their jubilant moment :D
The only thing that does not change is Senseh's boring tactics and blah blah.
He should really start on something 4352439x more interesting D:
Oh and Michael got himself a job. Damn, everyone seems to have something to do ): And they are paying him $400! WTF.

No mood to blog anymore. I shall go emo in the corner.
imy ):

Shadow Of The Day

2008-11-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

Sometimes Beginnings Aren't So Simple`;

Jealousy kills.
Life is unfair, why is mine worse?

Okay, I have two posts below which are unhappy ones , those that will move people to tears. So this one, will be something I would laugh about. At least, I now I know, I still have days that actually feels like a day and not hell. Oh and you do realise , only happy posts have pretty highlighted words :D

Vee came over much earlier than expected, I was still pigging away when she called. ( SORRY HUN D: ) Poor girl read my intentions wrongly and ended up stoning at the bus-stop , deluding herself that I will come and pick her up when actually I was in the toilet preparing for our morning workout 0.0 Never mind about that, Vee walked in herself in the end. ( Sorry about that too ._. )

With perseverance and endurance, we finally made in to the top of Bukit Timah Hill. Yay! Despite many moan and groans , we reached our goal on camwhoring at the top. Stupid reason to make one persevere all these, I know -.- And that was our only main aim. I think 0.0

Lunched at Kap, trying to spot for scandals but to no avail. Rented 27 dresses from Video Ezy , headed back to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre to enquire more about our Hip Hop course and to meet D (: I am a happy kid today :D

Felt sick after the walk, probably because of women's monthly disease. -.- After 27 dresses, dropped Vee at Kap bus stop and pigged for an hour or two the moment I stepped into the house.

Today was awesome (: I am looking forward to seeing Jia Wei attempting to swim on Friday and maybe I might just get to see D too :D

Happy Happy kid!

Do Something

2008-11-02T21:49:00.003+08:00

Now You're All In My Grill , Cause I Say What I Feel`;

It is funny how someone can forgive so easily, and take a few decades to forget. A glass smashed into pieces, even if you have the ability to glue it all back together, it will still be left with scars.

It is funny how I want to do it , but I just can't.

It is funny how I know , but actually, I do not.

It is funny how I want to cry , but those tears have already ran dry.

It is funny how I want to stick with you, but I am not confident if I could.

I love you. But I fear you.

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Oh and guess what. He wants to send me to the girls' home because...
1) My results are bad.
2) I took a few days later to enroll in a course.
3) I was late.

Thanks.

Crush

2008-11-01T17:40:00.003+08:00

You got me so hypnotized, so mesmerized`;

I.Am.Freaking.Pissed.

Sometimes, I sit down , think and wonder. Why is it like this?
Why is my life so unfair and so screwed?
I just do not understand HIM

I have parents whom are both financially stable , whom have set up 2 companies of their own , each being shareholders and organizing the main board.
Mum is working as a Lecturer , and Dad working in Barker Tech as the Vice President.
Yes, lucky Sherilyn. But no.

I just do not understand, why is it that, we can just throw a few hundred bucks on food each weekend but when it comes to me enjoying my freedom, I am only allowed to be out ONCE a month , you giving me only $20.
Guess what, I only get $70 per month for school allowance, inclusive of lunch.

This is all so contradictory, we have the money, you just DO NOT want to give me at least 0.1% of it. Although, you give me all the branded labels , most of the things I ever wished for.
You just simply forgot my freedom.

I am a teenager now, right now, you seem to be stopping me from socialising. Yes, you ONLY give me freedom to go to people's houses etc. Hello, go there to Stone?
WHAT CAN YOU DO IN A HOUSE? I have one myself -.-
Give me Town and maybe my life would not be so bad.

I spoke to you about it , and what , you compare me with Africans who have no food? -.-
AT LEAST THEY HAVE FREEDOM. I am right now, like the statues at home , who just stand there and act pretty.
And besides, this is Singapore. Why are you such a pessimist?

You may think, I do not spend enough time with you etc. I do not communicate with you , blah blah.
I give my weekends to you, I give my holidays to you.
Unlike many other teenagers out there, I DO STUFF WITH YOU. Haven't I fulfil my duty being your daughter? While many go out almost EVERYDAY , EVERY WEEKEND with their friends.
And you would not even grant me permission to head out , twice a month.

So people, whom are complaining that 50 bucks is not enough , going out once a week is not enough and blah blah. Think twice, look at how MISERABLE I am right now. You just do not know how lucky you are.

All The Small Things

2008-10-31T23:16:00.002+08:00

True Care, Truth Brings`;

Friday, 311008 spells AWESOME.

1) I finally exercised.
2) I got my Copper highlights
3) I got to see J (:
4) Halloween party

Stinky came over after dance, bubbletea-ed and took a nice long stroll back to home.
Bathed, changed and got ourselves prepared for Amber's Halloween.

Dinner was yummy (: I totally fell in love with Amber's sausages and chicken wings :D
Her house was awesome, the furniture , the fish pond , her dog , her room , EVERYTHING D:

Waited for Vee to take a own sweet time to settle in , which was around 8+ , helped Jia Wei and Stinky with their costumes , chatted with Amber's other friends , messed up her room :X and camwhored. Not to mention, a scandal alert D:

Trick and treated for like two hours, walking around the whole Estate, my feet was killing me D:
Oh , I was Superman (: Jia Wei was dead school kid , Vee was House Bunny and Stinky was a dead nurse whom looked like a Pornstar :X

Homed at 1015 and here I am (: Gonna take my daily midnight call and I am so gonna crash.
Pictures coming up soon!

No Such Thing

2008-10-26T22:27:00.012+08:00

But something's better ,On the other side`;

We Belong Together

2008-10-26T21:10:00.003+08:00

When you left, I lost a part of me`;

Hello world.
I just wasted 25 bucks on GE run. Damn the flu :(
Nose was blocked up , running from left to right ( Okay, exaggeration ._. )
There was no way I could survive GE :/

Woke up at 6.30 , bathed. Mum told me not to go for GE as it is not safe and I might die etc.
I didn't mind, I was feeling lazy as well , ulterior motive :X
Crash back to bed till 10.30 , had prata for breakfast .

-Fast forward to dinner-
Had Bak Ku Teh for dinner at Central, oooo yummy :D
Desert at some random Japanese resturaunt which costs more than Main dish D:
Stomach was bursting and the only way to calm it down was to take a nice , long walk (:
Strolled around Clarke Quay , bought Subway cookies and here I am.

& what I want for Christmas...
1) NUM BAG!
2) Guess pouch
3) Roxy Pencil Case
4) Basketball pants

Others like :
1) Pumps
2) Suspenders
3) Fox tanks

I guess I can get them with or without any special ocassions (:

What I've Done

2008-10-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

From the truth, Of a thousand lies`;

Thursday
Yeah, phone confiscated. I was emphasising so much about the confiscation that I have failed to post about something more important and that was the last day of school.

I held back my tears, putting a strong front, but deep inside, I was about to break. It had been a memorable one, from class jokes, rebels , spirit of the class competitions and even disputes. Through all this, this has only allowed us , as a class to be even more bonded than ever.

Although we had social barriers between one another, one clique from another, I thank you guys for being so co-operative , understanding and forgiving. Each and everyone of us has made 2 Perseverance 2008 special and unique. Thanks for all the wonderful memories.

To PE clique;
Alanna ` Andrea ` Carolyn ` ~~Kai lin~~ > ` Lecindra ` Lynn ` Vanessa

Hey guys!
Thanks for the wonderful memories you have gave me , for being so understanding and supporting. Although we had several disputes , thank you for not giving up on this friendship and instead persevering to resolve all matters and to allow us to gain better understanding about one another. The jokes , advices and laughter you guys have shared with me , will always be right here with me ♥

Friday
I shall not harp so much about this ...
1) Visit to the principal office ( Regarding the phone , thanks dad & mum )
2) Early lunch @ Adam Food court. ( NASI LEMAK! ♥ )
3) Pigged and badminton with family
4) Sebaki training

Omf, this is damn funny of the day
A : -starts hitting chest retardedly -
T: Eh , no matter how hard you hit your chest, the chest hair will not grow out so quickly la.

Saturday
Woke up to find out that we were lunching with granddad, no feelings, just neutral . Though I really wanted to lunch with Mummy at MOS :/ ( BURGER. Not MINISTRY OF SOUND BLUR! HAHA.) And to find out I caught a nasty flu D:
After lunch , pigged for awhile and stoned at home till dinner came.

Dinner was awesome. Dinnered at MOS, yeah I did sorta get my wish (:
Walked around Raffles trying to look for whatever my dad was looking for :/ We then decided to head to Suntec as there were more varieties etc.

I got my Adidas shoes for tomorrow's GE Women 5K run and some accessories.
Dad got his sexy boxers ( SPONGEBOB AND SIMPSONS. WTF HAHA.)
Bro got his badminton rackets and Mom got... Well , Mum did get her Watsons materials but that is totally not counted :( I will get Mummy something (:

Had supper at J CO donuts and headed home at 2215 D:
I am mega tired now , and with drowsy medicine , I am surprised why I am still awake D:
I should head to bed now for tomorrow's GE :X
Pictures on the next post!
Nights peepZxZ.

Buttons

2008-10-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Take a chance to recognise , that this could be yours`;

Deal : Cell confiscated.

It is not about the phone getting confiscated, it is about my closes friend taking it away. I do not know even if I even should be blogging about it , cause there might be a consequence to pay after she reads this. No hard feelings, I am not pushing blames or whatsoever. I am just like any other blogger, jotting down a rough days , her thoughts and her feelings.

Scenario :
-I can promise, that I truly did switch my phone off. Well, at least I think I did :/
- Accidents do happen, phone could have switched on by itself ( which happens 348373532 times this year -.- I do wonder why sometimes :/ )
-Therefore, it most probably did or maybe it slipped my mind.
-Check was conducted .
-JW told me to take my phone out, pressed the button , no light. JW then told me to UNLOCK it, pressed the button, lit up.
-Shocked expression.
-Told parents, parents were unhappy called and complain.
-There is gonna be war tomorrow.

She was just doing her job. I can understand that, I just loathe that moment when you had to actually go so far to use the secret I shared with you and use it against me. Why couldn't you just let it go?

Rules are rules, but do times always have to be this rigid? If that's the case, everyone would probably be in jail right now if no flexibility was practiced. It was right, but wrong at the same time.

No feelings were encountered, she just took it away as if I was some stranger, no apology , no comforting. Argument : I have to do it, its my job. Or else it would be unfair to others. But how could you use that secret about my phone against me?

I am confused. Do rules actually overpower love/friendship ? I don't know. Right now, I find it even more difficult to share my secrets, my weal and my woes. I guess, it just seems that it is better to do the right thing than to be a real good friend, who would help in whatever shit you got yourself into.

Parents can be a real chore sometimes, but they are the only ones who will stick with you and help you whenever your in need or doubt. Blood is thicker than water , no doubt.

Thanks Mum and Dad, for believing in me wholeheartedly , supporting me and persevering through the long talks for me.
And J, for comforting me and giving me endless support.

I really need someone by my side, someone who I can trust and not be deceived by them , someone who would lend his/her shoulder. Someone who can bend rules for love.

Glamorous

2008-10-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

I'm not clean , I'm not pristine , I'm no queen, I'm no machine`;

Oh my dearie, I am currently hooked on Fergie's songs.
I have always been a fan of hers, probably because of the way she carries herself and that cool attitude she possesses , in addition, she has a unique way of executing her songs D:
Rihanna is coming to Singapore! I want to go , I want to go!
I once told my mum, if there were to be a concert held in Singapore, I would go to Rihanna's , Fergie's , Cobra Starship's and Simple Plan's (:

Today was , hmmm , unexpected?
Life Science turned out to be rather fun , and plus, Mrs Mohan was really nice, the total opposite from what I heard from Spastic Partner :/
Main aim was to extract DNA, learn about DNA and chromosomes and to find out who was the "murderer".

Sat with Drea , Jia Wei and Lynnies (:
Stinky ponned school today -inserts sign- ( TOTALLY YOUR LOST! IT WAS REALLY FUN! )
Oh I might be ponning on Wed, yay!
We played with the high chairs, wrote rubbish on masking type, destroyed our aga , created a song for Mrs Mohan and lastly, we pissed Mrs Mohan pretty badly :X Hehe.

Bridged with Lynnies, Drea , Jia Wei and Lecinny after Life Science and I did not win once! D:
I will own, I bet you one day I will. xP
Jia Wei came over after that , and we were friggin broke. I could only afford a Double Cheeseburger for lunch, but Jia Wei was worse off ( HA! )
Taiti-ed, snooped around for hot gossips , shaved our legs ( Jia Wei is a bobo at this ._. )

Okay, I am really tired though its only 10pm now :/
I wanna go pig out (:
Nights peepzxz.

4 In The Morning

2008-10-19T12:14:00.002+08:00

Don't Ever Wanna Have To Go Give You Up`;

Talentine was the bombzxz.
Three cheers for 2PE! We did better than expected, so good job.
And I was glad I did not blank out during Sparkling Diamonds or Lady Marmalade.
This will be my last year performing for Talentine, time passes so fast , it felt like it was only yesterday performing with One Grace.
Next year, there will be no Home Economics, no Music and no Art , Secondary Three life will be deprived D:

So anyway, after Talentine , lunched with PE clique and for once, Dre and Lynnies could make it. ( YAY! )
Played cheat and blackjack while lunching and yes, I owned! ( Well, not exactly ._. )
Slacked around for awhile and then headed for home with Jia Wei.

Met Banana (whom was pooling) on the way home, decided to own and chat for awhile. Yes, we need to improve on our cheating skills D, we shall team up one day and own Jia Wei for good :D

Jia Wei came over for awhile, talk about hot scandals and how we are going to stalk _. Hehe.
Jia Wei left around 5.30 plus and I, headed to Wisma with fam for dinner at Din Tai Fung. Shopped , snacked at Taka till 9+ , slept like a pig in Dad's car and phoned called till 1 (:

Today, I shall blog ( I just did ) , hunt down for photos from Stinky and Vee , finish up with Jia Wei's blog , wash my smelly pooper ( my dog :X ) and bleach (:

"Life is full of the unexpected, ups and downs. Whenever we come across a barrier to our happiness, all we can do is just find a way to get over it , endure and stay strong. Have faith my friend, you have not lost everything. You still have friends that care and will always be there for you , the rest of your family who will always be there to support you. And although we have not spoke for 876345 years , just know whenever you need help and all, I will be here. Best of luck (: "

Don't Stop The Music

2008-10-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

Don't you feel the passion ready to explode `;

Talentine day!
Spent the whole day rehearsing , dancing and singing.
Yeah, I am really tired right now D:
I should be thankful that NCC got cancelled ( THANK GOD! )

After hours of hard work, I think 2PE is ready to own the stage, the auditorium and the other classes. We pwnz!
I still have a few areas to work on though, like the step touch steps and the material girl steps. And plus, I have to follow the beat and not chiong through the whole song.
Jia you Sherilyn :]

After Talentine, stayed back for awhile to rehearse and then proceeded to the canteen to chat with platoon mates for awhile. It has been some time since I last ate with them, sorry huns. :X
I decided to be nice and wait for Esther's dental appointment to end. During that period , we Pictionaried, sang , stoned and slept D:

Played Taiti and Speed with Banana after Esther's appointment, and yeah, I totally owned :D
I mean since there is nothing to do at home, its okay to spend some time in school and chill out a bit (:

Gosh, I am super tired. However, I am still going to Sushido and Sushi Go Round later.
This time, I am vowing not to make any Shit sushis during Sushi Go Round , Sherilyn will kick butt :D
And if I decide to be nice, I will work on Jia Wei's blogskin later on ;D

Money Honey

2008-10-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

As both our worlds fall down, we get lost and we get found `;

It has been some time since I last blogged. Therefore, this might be one very long post (:

Thursday
Thursday was the faithful day when everyone evolved from study freaks to professional gamblers, and our classroom into a Perseverance casino.
Awesome much right? (:

I played pictionary with Stinky too cause apparently, she is a loser when it comes to gambling. ( Kinda hard to believe, oh well -.- ) See Stinky, I am a really nice friend. Unlike you, who always always leave the classroom without me. ( THANKS THANKS! )
Did I mention I picked up bridge on the first game? I am a fast learner and I am now a pro in bridge. Thanks to viwawa ._.

Stayed back to finish up with Open House preparations, which was a total waste of time. Fill you in later on the Saturday section.

THURSDAY'S omf, this is damn funny !

PICTIONARY , theme : Songs
S : -draws a woman with a dress , with three circles vertically straight and pointed out the three circles , which obviously, was the main subject of the whole picture -
C : I KNOW I KNOW! THE THREE BREASTED WOMAN !

Ans : Buttons from PCD
If you are thinking like her, slap yourself.

T : prononuce SHO-PHO-USES.
S : Huh? What the hell is sho-pho-uses ? 0.0 There is no such word la!
T: -Laughs out loud- SHOPHOUSES!

I totally knew that. :X

Friday (TGIF!)

TALENTINE PREPARATION!
I was kind of looking forward to it till I got posted to Sparkling Diamonds instead of Lady Marmalade thanks to someone -.- Seriously, go eat shit for dinner.
Our choreographer, Miss Hem , has awesome hair with blue highlights, trust me, I am so getting that for the holidays (:

Roles for 2PE :

Lady Marmalade
Alanna : Lil Kim ( HAHA! )
Andrea : Mya
Lynn : Pink
Tiziana : Christina ( Uh huh, her. )

Main dancers :
Vee, Stinky, Cai Hong and last but not least Me!

Sparkling Diamonds
Main singers :
Nat ( NU-NU-TA-TA-SIA-SIA :X ) , Stinky and Me

Main dancers :
-tentative-

Saturday

Pathetic Open House -.-

I wasted three hours stoning in the Shaw and the control room. Estimation : Only about maximum 100 people from the public came? Waste of time and effort.
I thought the school should have put in more effort into publicizing and shifting the date where everyone in Singapore is available.

Ew, open house.

Sunday

Spent my morning and afternoon editing and uploading pictures. Not to mention bleaching as well D:
Decided to pig out in the late afternoon. I should seriously go exercise ._.
Bridge and sushido at night with Jia Wei and J (:

Wednesday

Today was a total waste of time in school. I could have been sleeping at home T.T
Who cares about Research and Development, if it were to be only a few hours, I wouldn't mind.
In the end, it took up the whole of school period.

We were kind of stupid to have chosen one of the closest sit , I was there stoning and encouraging myself to write crap ._.
But we got smarter after recess and chose the back seats where we played, the name game and pictionary . Better than doing the crap , but I would rather be bridging :/

Oh yeah, during the one hour recess we had today, I played : SUSHI GO ROUND on Miniclip ;D
I am getting myself addicted and I am getting more pro each time I finish I specific level :D

WEDNESDAY'S omf, this is damn funny
A : So, sushido is at Viwawa right ?
J : NO NO. ITS WAVIVI. ( HAHA. )

I am not going to blog about Monday and Tuesday.
I am not gonna rake up the awful past and let bygones be bygones.
Thanks Mum and Dad for understanding and your advice, I will , worker harder to strive my goal for next year. That is my promise to you, have faith in me because, I will not fail again .

She's A Lady

2008-10-12T13:27:00.054+08:00

I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor`;

Yay! Photos are uploaded already people (:
I have editted versions too, so clique, grab them if you want :D
I am not gonna blog , uploading so many photos has given me a headache D:
I shall blog when I get back my results, which is tomorrow T.T

Lady Marmaladezx

"Ouch. Back pain." Vee is totally NOT PCD material (HA! )

Nat says I have hot ankles :D

Take A bow, ma'dam?

Check out the loser face (:

If only, my hair stays that way permanently :/

Bring your focus on the hand people. D:

I am bringing sassy back ;D

Why did you have to put stars in my eyes?

My new best friend : Mr. Bowling Ball (:

You wish you can do this (:

Hi Baby

We are way too cool for you ;D

Excuse me hun, I am still on the phone xP

Okay, lets spot the difference....

Well, a loser is still a loser. HAHA. Sorry Jia wei, I couldnt control myself :X

Draw your attention on the one closer to the photo.

Hi slut No.1 (:

" Please let me get a strike. Please let me get a strike."

My fellow house bunnies <3

Say Hi to my sexy hair (:

._. What is she doing? 0.0

You and me <3>

Dear Jia Wei, your such a loserish poke :D

Hey love (:

Bad Ass Chicks from the Moulin Rouge

My bridge is cooler than Vees (:

Jia Wei's eyeballs are priceless

The 7 things I like about you

Running Out Of Time

2008-10-08T20:45:00.003+08:00

It's Just Another Battle When You Exercise Your Authority`;

I parapara-ed, tried on 9812672 clothes in three different stores, bowled like a loser , and enjoyed my way back home :]

Woke up around 7 today, ( WOKE UP EARLIER THAN YOU! :D ) stoned and then went back to sleep till 8.45.
Went for Dim Sum at Red Star with Mummy and Daddy , oh my gee, I love their dim sum :]
After heavy breakfast, proceeded to Carrefour to do some car stuff shopping ( Yes, I was damn bored T.T ) , however, I did managed to get a new pair of FBTS (: It's SKY BLUE ♥

Vee called up and I took a few years till I finally found my way out of Suntec. Suntec, is friggin huge. It is so easy to get lost :/ Met her at Marina @ 12.30+
Lunched at Long John Silvers , it has been a few years since I been there ( Woah.) and crapped a lot.
Found Fox , chionged into the changing room with a few clothes and starting camwhoring like whores. ( HAHA. GEDDIT? (: )
Decided to change store , laid our eyes on Roxy. ( sly smile)
And history repeats itself till Stinky and Jia Wei arrived . You know, I never knew it could be so fun :D

Went Para-ing and Go go jungle with Vee (84% :D) (: It has been 942676 years since I stepped into an arcade D:
Bowled till 1715 and homed with J , since it was on the way :]
Oh thanks for the plushie yo (: I will treasure it many many (:

Photos on the next post people :D
Today's story is super summarise. So , who is up for Sushido? :]

I'd Do Anything

2008-10-06T17:17:00.004+08:00

And I just can't let you leave me once again`;

I love Second Serenade , I love Simple Plan , I love Cobra Starship , I love Fergie and I love Rihanna.
You know what, I love all the bands -.-

I shall blog of happy thoughts today (:

Sunday
I got my sexy sexy all stars :D Sorry J, they ain't the same as yours ._. Yours was the old model and they did not have my size! :( But you do agree my all stars are STEAMING HOT RIGHT? (:
But no pain , no gain. They were effing 70 bucks T.T In hokkien they call it : XIN TIA ! D:

And then I spend the rest of the day bleaching , taiting and sushido-ing with J (: I SWEAR, I PWN SO HARD! :D

Monday
Sherilyn is a fatty ._. I had macs for breakie and lunchie.
I have a story to tell for breakfast : I got kicked out of the bus and I nearly forgot my wallet. And on my way to school, the bus uncle was like : what is SCGS? what is SCGS ? Argh. Buses hate me -.- Haha ___, is effing tall D: Wait, I am just short ._. Hee, but I did have fun (: Haha , someone sucks at finger game so badly, who ah ? ;D
Reached school earlier than expected, crapped with clique and proceeded to the examination room at 10.50 sharp.
I have a very good feeling that I pwned English. YAY! (: I spent the last twenty minutes trying to sleep and doodling. Oh oh ! I drew Mr. Bear pig and Mr. 5 points :D
Went to celebrate by lunching with Clapper (: Thanks for the lunch treat! (: It was a bit boring at first, and then bit by bit, we started our normal crazy talks :D
Okay, it is time for quotes of the day!

QUOTES OF THE DAY
"So, how was it last night ah Carolyn?" (ckp smile)

"Eh, I slept with Patrick last night. He was hot *ckp voice and smile*"
"Oooo. I slept with Mr. Red Rabbit. He had his children and wife with him. So annoying lah! I can't have him to myself ! "
"And two nights before, I had percy pig. I sucked him , it was so sweet"
"Omg, you had oral with Percy? Damn"
"Yeah. It was such a good feeling. Strawberry taste (: Yummy"

-walks past Stinky-
"Oh , Stinky slept with Mojojojo last night."
"Fine lah Carolyn. Don't inform me."
"HAHA. I like my private life, to be private. HAHA"

"Fine clapper, you always like to do this. WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN?!"
"Learn from you lor. You used to bully me. Now we are even."
"You broke my poor heart. *sniffles* "
" YAY. YOUR CRYING. " * Passes me tissue.*

Don't you agree with me that I have the most spastic friends on Earth? (:
Okay, TIME FOR BLEACH :D

Okay, Bowling on Wed and maybe Karaoke session tomorrow (:

Countdown: 2 more days :]

Memory

2008-10-06T17:01:00.013+08:00

So get back, back, back to where we lasted`;

Photos with the loser! Blogging on the next post ;D

Omg, my muscles looks hot in there :D
Yay! I love playgrounds (:
Pretty rocks :D I love sepia effects D:

WAH LAO. ALANNA. OPEN LEG SO KANG KANG SIA. LATER CHEEKOPEK KACHIAO YOU. AHAHA

Chinese, is good for health ._.

Alanna claims this is a loserish photo -.-

My new hobbie : Play with the rocks and try to escape from the train D:

Alanna hopes one day, she is as flexible as me (:

UNGLAM UNGLAM !

"SHERILYN. I swear your such a loser." Thanks Alanna, you are such a wonderful friend.

Cheese ! :D

Touch My Body

2008-10-04T13:30:00.006+08:00

In my imagination I'd be all up on you`;
Everyone, introducing my Baby Freeze :]

Reasons why I am awesome : -I took only half an hour to master it :D
-100% self-learn w/o any help

YAY. I rock too hard ;D

Anyway, I shall upload photos I took with Lama and the KAP railway track, where we got scolded. Heh :X

Finishing Geography and Mathematics spells : F-R-E-E-D-O-M :D
And I am glad God heard my prayers (:
Geography and Mathematics should be able to cover up for History and Science. Yay, I am happy!

Headed down to KAP with Alanna again , hoping to see more scandals but to no avail. Alanna then told me about the railway track near KAP , so this was when our adventure began.
Camwhored at the tracks, donated blood to the mosquitos, played balancing with the rocks on the tracks, prayed hard that the train does not kill us, showed Alanna my freeze and got scolded. HAHA. Amazing right?
And while on the way to Beauty world to collect my Hip-Hop schedule, Alanna and I saw ___.
As usual, Alanna got a fit and called Hira after that. Man, she should go get a life.

"If I see __ again, I am just going to hide under the bus seat."
(171 bus @ Hwa Chong bus stop ;D )

Okay, so who wants to book me for the holidays?
*HINT HINT*
I must must must get blue/lime highlights or maybe extentions. I want to be a lian ! ;D
I want to join HIP HOP :D And guitar lessons is a maybe, I will consider. Oh oh ! If I am really crazy and up for action, I will take breaking lessons from Bboy itzy :D And maybe accept Itzy's proposal to his Dance Crew ._.
I shall be productive during the holidays and pick up new skills along the way.
Also, adventures with Alanna! We shall stalk scandals and go do the impossible (:
And many many many outings. :D
I have zoo outing and bowling outing coming up ;D

So we have Open house and Talentine coming up !
Everyone endure ! :D

~~I hate you. Why why, must you always ruin my happiness. Why are you always so self-centered?! Just go away.~~

Countdown : Four days :]

Shadow

2008-10-01T11:35:00.004+08:00

My escape was hiding out and running for the door`;

I seem to have gotten addicted to blogging out of the blue ._.
Man , I should control myself ._.

I am left with Mathematics, Geography and English.
History and Science owned my ass. I am one dead bitch .__.
Whereas Literature and Chinese went pretty well. I need to keep my fingers crossed for History and Science. Lord, hear my prayers.
I hope , Geography and Mathematics will follow the same path as Literature and Chinese. Please please please T.T

Here is my plans :
Thursday, 021008 - Mathematics and Geography mugging. YAY! (not.)

Friday, 031008 - Mathematics and Geography paper and then... Jump around, scream for joy and start being all crazy (:

Saturday, 041008 & Sunday, 051008 - Rent movies! I deserve them ! And maybe do a bit of comprehension exercise for English the next day (:

Monday, 061008 - English paper 2 (: I will own, trust me , I will.

Tuesday , 071008 - MARKING DAY! I shall stone at home and watch all the movies I am going to rent, there is enough space for two more (: I am organising my own movie marathon :D

Wednesday , 081008 ( HAPPY ONE YEAR , ONE MONTH! ♥ ) - MARKING DAY AGAIN. Outing with Vee, Lama , Lecinny , Lynnies and Drea (: ( THANKS CAROLYN! THANKS.)

Thursday , 091008 - I am going to school to gamble. Or maybe I will just pon (: Use the rest of the day to sign up for Hip Hop and Guitar with Lecinny. MAKE CALENDER TOO! (:

Friday, 101008 - Let see ... Go to school and play a fool :D OH ! Get Teo to continue playing Mr. Vampire :D And preparation for Talentine ♥

Oh, I need to thank those who have been there for me been during that poignant period and thanks for letting me know even if I have lost my clique, the ones whom I truly care about, I will always have you guys supporting me whenever I fall. ♥

Countdown : 1 more week (: Happy one year, 3 weeks ♥

Oh no, Sherilyn needs to mugmugmug.
Ciao Bella!

Shit, I am back at 11.11 again :X

I got awesome riddles people! ( p.s with credits to J )
And here they come :

"What is xiao bai plus xiao bai?" - XIAO BAI TU (two!)

"A pig, an elephant , a dog and a cat crossed a river with a crocodile in it. Who survived and why?" - The Pig (: AIR-POK. Pigs can fly!

"What do you do if you cannot stand something or someone?" Sit on them then ! ( MY FAVE! :D)

"Cha sao bao and Da Bao went for a touching movie. Who cried and why? " Da Bao, cause he has more feelings. (FILLINGS! GEDDIT? :D )

"What type of rats can you eat? " CARROTS! (Car-RATS. )

"What type of rats do people hate the most?" BRATS! D:

I am amused :D I want to think of more (:

So , Vee came over my place again today :D
We lunched , and we slept ( AGAIN! D: )
But we did homework too!
I will rate it 6.5/10 for productive-ness and a 8/10 for entertainment :D

Played Sushido with J and I can say, I only used the computer for an hour today! (: I rock .

Okay okay, this time, I am REALLY going off and stop blogging (:
Bye peeps!

Lady Marmalade

2008-09-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

We independent women, some mistake us for whores `;

K. I am bored.
I shall quote stuff from today.

"Sherilyn, I promise you, that I will keep my mouth shut. I won't blabber. Let's pinky swear."

At Kap...

While I was doing Geography notes...

"SHERILYN. Oh my god, look at that. So SCANDALOUS SHIT lah! Grossness."
"Eh, seriously, LOOK AT THAT. Tsk tsk, today got a lot of scandals. Nice."
"Why that _ _ _ _ _ never come today?! Not exciting leh."
Ignores Alanna and continues doing notes.
" SHERILYN. YOU IGNORED ME. FINE! I AM TALKING TO MYSELF AGAIN!"

While, I was looking through pencil case for purple pen.
"SHERILYN. I did a lot of maths notes already. I feel so good :D"
"Seriously, I can show you my notes."

-Takes notes out, and passes to me. Only to be ignored again. (NOT ON PURPOSE, I WAS BUSY"

"Sorry, Alanna did you say something just now?"
"OH OH. NOTHING. I didnt say anything. Really, I was talking to myself AGAIN. (Sarcastic voice.)

See someone board the bus when it stopped at HCI.
Alanna suddenly had a fit.
" S-HERI-LYN! SH-ER-ILYN SHE-RILY-N S--H-ERILYN! OH MY GOSH!"
"what what what? 0.0 siao ah. What happen to you?"
"THATS ___! THATS _____. THE PERSON FROM SLC. OMG!"

Found the name pretty familiar & then...
"OH OH! SEC 3 ONE RIGHT. HAHA , I KNOW WHO IS ____ ALSO! "
" OMG. I MUST CALL HIRA. I MUST CALL HIRA."

"OMG HIRA! EFHWEUGFEGFGGBQBFQIVGQGVQEGVQEVGG"
& the story never ends.

HAHA. Alanna gets excited over the smallest things. HEH.

Crushcrushcrush

2008-09-27T10:48:00.002+08:00

Scribbled out the truth with their lies`;

There has been too much drama in school and yet at the wrong time. I should heed Alanna's advice and just let this be. Split or no split, I cannot change or prevent anything from happening. Because Carolyn and I had enough of convincing you guys , we too are very tired. In addition, some of you guys have been hearing things that have been interpreted wrongly and is spurring up tension and soon hate will occur. Honestly, I do not want any thing to happen to us , I want us to stay what we used to be , happily gossiping about others and not each other. If you want to carry on being headstrong, then it is time we say goodbye to this relationship. It is quite sad isnt it? For all this to crumble down after so much hardwork has been put in to build this up. I guess when you climb up higher, you fall harder.

Dear V,
I guess I must have been too much by dragging _ into the picture. I was a bit rush and pissed , thus, I did not bother thinking about how you felt before putting it down here. Therefore, do accept my apology.
I know you have been trying to make the effort, the truth is, you have really changed a lot ever since you got so close to K. You are not the girl whom I once knew. I really loved you as a friend , and maybe I treated you as a sister, best friend. Seeing you drift away has hurt me too much , I really hate it seeing her popping out of nowhere and then dragging you away. So, why bother to fight on when I have already been replaced by her? Do not say you treat both of us equally , because you do not. Was there ever once you asked me out alone ? Well, you guys head to Pines together and she even booked you alone for the holidays. Have you ever once left your clique in the morning and personally came to talk to me? You did all that for her. Ever wondered how I felt? I sit at the corner watching you guys crapping, laughing?
And I really cannot stand the way you joke with me. I swear I dislike it to the core, because right now, it is not a joke, it is an insult. Once in a while is still fine with me, but everyday and almost everytime I talk to you, is too much. I have limits to my patience and I swear I really dislike it.
You have changed into someone else, nowadays you are not even serious when it comes to being serious. You are like playing all the time and crapping with childish stuff. It gets annoying after awhile , and it has started annoying me and some of us.
I am sorry if this has been to harsh or anything, I felt it was only fair you know about how I really feel now. If you want to stay with K , I just shall not bother. I thought about it as well.
Ignoring was not an option, and I do have a bit of regrets. I think it is better we just stay this way. We shall only be hi-bye friends and maybe hangouts , but no longer that close anymore. You have K , you do not need me anymore.

Stranger

2008-09-26T18:39:00.003+08:00

So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed `;

I am going to summarise what I have done this five days and then back to ridiculous subjects.

Monday
Mugging for History day! I was super scared for Tuesday and man I was praying hard. After school, went to lunch with Mummy @ Mos, topped up ez-link card and go home to mug & to pray hard ._. Oh, guess what. I lost my geography text. -.- If Amber knew, she would say : SMART! ._.

Tuesday
HISTORY! History was like stfu. And apparently, almost the whole cohort did not do well. The standard, is just not suitable for us. *HINTHINT* "I am going to be history for history." I totally agree with this statement. EOYs is not going to be a smooth ride.
However, I felt Chinese essay was easy shitzoxo :D Love it, money honey (: I chose : 报章报道&　撕函.
Vee came over to tutor me after History paper, and for ONCE, we did not fall asleep. YAY us :D Oh, and I finished Revision Beta and Charlie (: I rock too hard.

Wednesday
Mugging session ! I had to borrow someone's geography text for reference. Thank god people love geography and that they made it a point to finish it first (: Thanks Chin for your geog book (: So the cool people, (Like me) sat outside classroom to enjoy the cool breeze and to mug . Yeah, follow us people. I inspire too much :D
Studied with Alanna after school and shit, she was one hell of a distraction. -.- I will never mug alone with her anymore. Remind me people. And never mug with Alanna, her mouth will be 24/7 open, repeating her sentences over 56754 times. But girl, I enjoyed myself (: Oh and thanks for embarrassing me. Thanks.

Thursday
I should have stick to the idea of ponning school. School sucked I swear. Arguments and blah blah pangsai. Dear Stinky and Dre, it had nothing to do with you, I promise :] Sherilyn loves you too much :D And that goes to you too Lecinny.
I was very much looking forward to after school, I wanted to chill out with Dre, Stinky and Alanna so badly and forget about the past. Oh, and I saw Gerry` Mousy too :]

Friday
Well, at first I thought everything was going fine and stuff, with exceptions to some cold shoulder but you should know why we are reacting that way. And then, things got much worst because somebody talk to somebody's enemy. -.-
Oh well, I will emphasise about that later on. Stayed back with Jacq & Ianna to mugmugmug!
Thanks Dre for pangsehing me, thanks.

Okay time for heavier subjects.

Dear all,
It has not been long since we had begun our friendship together and sharing everything we had together. Problems need to be solved and not to runaway from it. I am just going to post all my feelings , no offence, but to improve situations, I am just going to be blunt and hopefully you get the idea and not treat it as an insult because, I do love you guys.

We all knew what took place on Thursday, most of you guys got upset over a little note and the others, I do not know why. Firstly, no one was to blame on how the argument started. It was just all because of a small note, a leaf from a tree that caused an misunderstanding. Therefore, no one needed to apologise to anyone, instead, the note should do it. So you should not persuade Alanna to apologise. Why bother cause another problem when it had been solved? It was not easy to convince Stinky , Dre , Lecinny and Alanna that everything was solved till you told Alanna in the face this : I thought about it, it is really your fault. You should apologise to Lecindra. Thanks for trying to help, but pushing the blame to someone will not solve anything. Cause you do know we are headstrong people, NO one will take the initiative to apologise. That was one reason why some of us were pissed off with you today, but that does not include me. I am just not the person who bear grudges.

And to someone else. So what if you hate her? Which rule in this world states, if your clique member hates a person, you should not talk to that person and hate her as well? It has been long since we last talked to her and you know that yourself, we did that for you. But you must know how to draw the line between yourself and us! You and us disliking or liking her is a complete different TOPIC! Besides, A was only trying to get off some story to share with you guys -.- Spare a thought for others dear, you cannot expect us to give in to you just because you threw your tantrum and remain self-centered.

To Person 3,
You really wanna know why I am ignoring you , giving you that bitchy look? I will tell you why.
Because you gave me up for HER. YES HER. And you got the cheek to tell me : Sorry for abandoning you... BLAH BLAH. Oh and I really hate your untactful remarks and insults. To you its a joke, but you havent noticed, I have not laughed at one before. NEVER. So stop it, you are not that great either. There are reasons why he gave you up, because dear, you have really changed. You are not the person whom I once knew.

I dont care if you hate me or gossip about this. I really dont care. But take this as an advise. I too have flaws. I jolly well know that myself.I do not want this to affect the whole of us because right now, I am currently okay with all of you and will not choose sides. All I can do it calm situations like what I did on Thursday, but there is a limit to what I can do. Think about it. A split , or not? "All for one and one for all." Get the picture?

The Great Escape

2008-09-20T14:46:00.013+08:00

PAPER BAGS AND PLASTIC HEARTS`;

Overdue pictures!
again ._.

The City Is At War

2008-09-20T10:05:00.004+08:00

With designer drugs and designer friends`;

Ooooo. It has been a week since I last blogged ._.
This week has been a really tough one, staying at home and accompanying the books. I hope I do get credit for doing the books a favor :/

Let see what are the upcoming test of this week :
Tuesday : Chinese composition and History paper
Friday : English paper 1, composition

Well, not much of a killer with an exception for History. Get it over and done with.
All I have now is six chapters of Geography , six chapters of Science , Maths assessments , Chinese composition practise and assessments , last and maybe least, Shakespeare reading.

I have already made plans for after EOYs.

1) Slack at home on the first day of marking day.
I am going to borrow Season 1 & 2 of Heros , Season 2 of Ugly Betty , Season 2 & 3 of Prison break ( WENTWORTH MILLER! ) and Gossip girl on the web (:

2) Outing with PE clique ♥
So it will either be a leggings / ah lian / mis-match/sleep over outing to the Zoo/WWW/movie-ing on the second day of marking day :D

3) Tutoring session for the unlucky ones who has EOYs!
I know you want tuition from me clap (: How about you Elizabeth? :D

4) Meet up with customers for they long overdue shirts ._. And perhaps a re-opening of my blogshop :D
Sorry about that Jieshi baby and Pris :X

5)Do a bit of catching up with those I have not spoke for a pretty long time
Yeah, you guys know who you are (:

6)Para para with Charmarn and Su hui ♥
I miss hanging out with you guys muchie ._. So I am going to make it compulsory for us to hangout (:

7) Talentine preparation!
LADY MARMALADE of MOULIN ROUGE. Okie dokie, who wants to come watch me ? (: Give all it 2PE!
Theme : Leggings with bright coloured FBTs , shades & the feathery thingy (:

8) Movie Marathon at SCGS !
Hotness! It will be a 12 hour movie marathon from 6pm to 6am. Hot right? (: Yes Awesome :D
SLEEPING BAGS EVERYONE!

9) Class chalet!
COME ON 2PE! Time for bonding session before we get split up :(

10) PLATOON OUTING!
Okay Jacq. I shall leave this to you :D Looking forward to it platoonmates ♥

Alrighty, of course there is a lot more to come.
I shall leave that when EOYs disappear for good :D

Your Guardian Angel

2008-09-13T13:13:00.018+08:00

EVEN THOUGH SAVING YOU SENDS ME TO HEAVEN`;

Overdue pictures (:

Upload next batch the next time :D
Cookies are really tasty, you know.

Dedicated to my dear friend : Vanessa Ow Jia ling-ge-leh

Awww, dont be sad :(

Cookie, kissie & smiley.

PEEK-A-BOO!

S is my name, Nerd is my game. Nerd S

I mug, she camwhores = Utter disappointment.

AH LIAN AH , AH LIAN.

Sherilyn really loves Andrea :D

When I was emo-ing, she was smiling.

wE luRbzx t0 tWiit wUrhZx.

Runaway

2008-09-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

TODAY, IS LIKE I AM ON A HEAVY CLOUD`;

Oral was , screwed.
I screwed Chinese like fcuk.
English felt good though , since I got myself a better teacher than my classmates. Heh.

So my expected grades are :
28/40 Chinese
32/40 English

Apparently, according to rumors, oral is only 5% of SA ._.
So in some ways it is good and bad at the same time. Whatever, I only concentrate on the major components.
I have 11 more days to EOYS , Sherilyn jiayou jiayou.
I feel like a geek now, I spent the whole night from seven - ten mugging and just today , I spent the whole afternoon mugging right after school till four. Strangely, I do not feel stressed or forced to this misery , in fact, I am getting addicted to it. 0.0

On a heavier note , I need to relay this message to... Well if you read my posts, you will know who you are.

My life sucks. Seriously it does. I have parents that expects me to only spend seventy bucks a month and to only text at five hundred maximum. It has been two years already and I just seat there listening to you nag and just agree to whatever you say.
However, have you ever thought how I felt? It is not as if we have no money or whatever not, you both are just so narrow-minded. It was never about money issue, comparing to other families out there, we are so much better off. Like how many families in this world owns three cars?
Have you ever thought what your only daugther feel among all her gossip girl material friends who gets at least ten bucks a day? How I feel convincing them to eat at fast food resturaunts instead of posh ones each time we go out? If you do not know, I feel like crap , I feed embarassed , depised upon and look down on.
And there are times I get calculative, but you cannot always blame me for that. Food in the canteen has been increasing , what can I do about it? There are times you talk to me about how you can spend two bucks on lunch and asking why can't I do it. Yes I can, but what about my friends? You expect me to lose face by forcing them to eat at hawker centres when they have habits of eating at posh places?
Not only that, I feel so out of place, like an extra person in their life. Perhaps this is why I can never get along with them like the way they do for each other. I do not expect you to raise my allowance or whatsoever, but please, before making such comments, think about how I feel and how I spend my days with my friends. Having you commenting and reprimanding me makes me feel worst than what I am already feeling, please stop contradicting me with all these and spare a little thought for me. I have friends and parents, but which one should I choose?

And this brings about another subject. I have been emotional in school and been throwing tantrums at you guys, therefore I am so sorry for what I have done to make you guys worry or annoyed because of my daily tantrums. Thanks for trying to cheer me up whenever I am down and putting up with me.
I need to highlight this though, have you wondered why I have been like that recently? I will give you my reasons :
Let me ask you these, why am I always the one left behind whenever we leave for outside class activities? Why am I always the one whom you ignore whenever I pick out a topic to gossip about? Why am I always the feeling left out ? Have you ever consider about the suggestions I have to contribute to the recent class item or to group works? Sometimes I just feel so invisible, like I do not exist when I am just standing right in front of you. In addition, it has always been me approaching you guys for discussions and talks, will you ever bother talking to me if I don't?

I do not know if I am overeacting or whatsoever, no offence you guys, I am not blaming you for this. I mean if I really do not mean much to you , then why bother hanging around anymore? I should just shoo myself you from people. If that is really how you feel, then there is nothing much I can do for now.

Killa

2008-09-09T23:41:00.004+08:00

IT FELT SO WRONG, THAT IT MUST BE RIGHT`;

Woots! New skin (:
And I only spent two hours working on it :D
Damn , I am too smart already.

It is the 10th of September tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMARN ! ♥

Oh yes, I still have 56765 photos to upload ! :X
I shall do that after EOYS are over.

ORAL TOMORROW!
Wish me luck ;D

Okay, thirteen more days to EOYS.
My goals : 75 for EVERYTHING. ( Not possible ._. )
EVERYONE JIAYOU!

How to save a life

2008-09-06T15:32:00.004+08:00

I PRAY TO GOD TO KISS YOU `;

Its been to long , its been to long ...
Its the September holidays and I do not really look forward to September holidays as they are well, not holidays but days you feel guilty not studying for the upcoming EOYS.
Let's start off with Monday though I would not have enough time for this post but I will be back.

Monday
Boring day though... Woke up at 9.30 and started lazing around at home. Okay, I will just come straight to the point. I forgot what I did on Monday ._.

Tuesday
Oh yes. I do remember a little bit on Tuesday (: I requested for Maths teacher to come twice this week. Revised a little and cleared up the misunderstandings. After one and a half hours of endurance, I rewarded myself to a little outing to West Mall to chill off , with my mum... Did not do much though. Just running some errands and stuff.

OH. MATHS TUTOR IS HERE. I will be back later (:

Yosh I am back.
Continuing on to Wednesday.

Wednesday
Oooo. Love this Wednesday :D Got up super early for breakfast at macs, dad drop me off at bus stop and took 171 to Serene. Due to the illness I contracted from I-do-not-know-who, I did not have much appetite to eat my usual Big Breakfast, instead I took a MacMuffin and ice Milo (: Oh, and we bought coffee for Ms Lin to redeem ourselves for being 15 minutes late ._.
After supplementary, we , being nice people , followed Andrea to paragon for her X ray (Braces stuff D:) And our plan changed after that. The people whom we called did not come and we wasted time on other unnecessary stuff . Had lunch at NYDC wheelocks , thank god I brought an extra 10 bucks because the clique I went out with, are gossip girl material. Oh and I saw tall J there too ;D After lunch we went off to borders to get some stuff since I had a $20 voucher (:
Cabbed to Crown to mug ( FINALLY) while stinky headed off to A prime ( she has been naughty, someone did not do her tuition homework.) Yes , I managed to complete my maths tuition homework and finished a whole chapter of history within 2 hours. Get this, I was the only one who managed to concentrate :D Am I great or what? (:

Thursday
Desperately looking for a mugging partner and I found Su su ! :D It has been long since we last hanged out, after all, she was my secondary 1 bestie. Flew over to bugis for a little lunch at MOS and went over to the study lounge at bugis library. Study lounge was super crowded D: But Su su and I managed to get some seats every now and then (: Mugged till 4.15 , mrted home.

Friday
I was not as lucky as Thursday... Couldn't find anyone to mug with :( Clap was suppose to mug with me today but had last minute classes :( I miss clap like shitzoxozo :( Anyway, I did a little blogshopping due to boredom and found this cute hoodie. (: Mum was nice enough to bring me around Bugis Street to see if they were selling cheaper... Which apparently... they were more expensive ._. Wasted trip but I did get myself jelly bands :D
Drove to Jurong to see our new member, Lotus Europa. To be honest, it is kind of hot and sexy and kind of worth two hundred thousand ._.
I had Sebaki training as usual and hell it was the most embarassing moment ._. I shall not blog about it. No way.

I guess I shall just stop here with the weekends untold. Too many things have been happening and I am feeling a bit sdihfiseahioawhgofoidsfsuig now. I need bestie :(

Bye world.
You know you love me,
XOXO
Gossip Girl ( Sherilyn -.-)

Thunder

2008-09-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

YOUR VOICE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY SUMMER`;

I have thought about it and finally came to realise it was all not worth it.
The tears, the guilt and the fear of being alone in this world. Only a fool would not neglect the fact that he/she had other awesome and great friends who will never made the same mistake like it did, and thank you , for not making me that fool (:
To Jeremy, Grace and Carolyn (: Thanks for cheering me on and allowing to me have more reasons to live on :]

Sherilyn is back on track folks :D I only need one day to cry and the rest of the days to smile (:

Okay, MUGGING SCHEDULE :
#1 ) Monday - Science
#2) Tuesday- Maths tuition , Geog and more mathematics practise :]
#3) Wednesday- Maths with Miss Lin and mugging session with PE Clique w/o LECINDRA LIM (pissed face)
#4) Thursday- Science, biology
#5) Mugging session with Satt ( tentative). [SAY YES LIZ! :( & MAYBE YOU TOO MICHAEL!]

Yupp, I am ending off with Honours & Aces cum Teachers' Day photos :]

Sherilyn is attempting to fly. WAHAHA.

Ethel and I are going to be next year's class rep & prefect respectively.
JAMES BOND! D:
Mrs Daley and Mrs Daley :]

ETHEL :D
CANDID! D:
This totally suits me best :]
Let me tell you a joke. That girl beside me is a prefect D:
So we have... A bridge (Vee) , a semi bridge ( Stinky Winky), a split (Sherilyn the pro) and an extra. (HAHAHA, SUDOKU NOOB.)
Eh, hi hottie *ckp smile*
Yupp, shes the best buddie yo (:
Admit it, this is a hot photo.
Cooler, hotter and pro-er than you (:
Hi, I am Sherilyn Mug and Vanessa Camwhore.
"Aisyah, hot enough already lah dey."

Yes, Vee and I are compatible . Do not be jealous folks.

Untitled

2008-08-31T15:00:00.006+08:00

I AM SLIPPING OF THE EDGE`;

There were any incidents when you said that no one will ever replace me in your heart and that no one will ever replace the love you have given me. However, actions speaks louder than words. Since when have you ever took the initiative and bother to send me a simple text message? Just how many females have you kissed or hugged? How do you expect me to believe you? Honestly, I think those coming out of your mouth are just lies, and things you say to your other victims. To think you actually left me living in denial, letting me believe that you cared and thus making me put so much trust in you. Ironic it is when you say I have not been replaced , tell me, who is the one getting all the attention now? Do I even exist in your eyes? Why did you have to put me in a spot and left me there stranded and confused ? Will you even bother to show me the out of this? I used to think you were different. Sad to say, you have just broke the beautiful image I had of you. I bet it had never occured to you how I would feel, how much tears I have shed , basically, you just do not care. So what are you going to do? Apologize repeatedly and do not bother trying to show a bit more concern or even put in effort to change? If you have not noticed, your sorries mean nothing.

Holding On

2008-08-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

WE'RE JUST A SHADOW OF WHAT WE USED TO BE`;

It has been 3284 days since I have touched blogger.
I am back again finally, I bet you missed me :D
I shall update with you, my fans, about my special events (:
QUICK. OPEN MICROSOFT WORDS AND START COPYING AND PASTING MY POST!
REMEMBER TO PUT IT ON THE FRONT COVER OF THE STRAITS TIMES TOMORROW! :D

Special events
TEACHERS' DAY CUM ACES DAY
I spent my day baking chocolate banana muffins.
Ahem, correction. My mum spent half a day baking chocolate muffins for the teachers. :X
Hey, I did the wrapping! Show me a bit of appreciation okay! :(
Aces day sucked! My class DID NOT win any events despite our hard work! So much for shouting and choreographing. Matrix was so totally a special theme. It is your lost for not noticing us!
Well, I guess it all comes down to this reassuring sentence : It is okay, at least 2PE took advantage of this event and made some effort to bond in a little.
Hopefully, after this sentence, everyone will start bringing back their smiles ._.
I feel so pathetic.

Oh yes.
We have a new member to the Tan family.
Let us welcome the LOTUS EUROPA! :D
We have officially 3 cars.
That means BMW belongs to Dad, Honda belongs to Mum and you guys can give me the Lotus.
I do not mind. Honest. It is okay (:

Alrighty, I am gonna be a 24/7 mugger.
Call me Sherilyn Mug :D
Library with Les Husband, Ah cheng , Stinky, Sudoku Noobie, Lecinny , Drea and Llama on Wed after Maths Remedial.
Omg, I just realised I give my friends eccentric names.
HAHAHA.

I must ciao now.
Thats all reporters.
REMEMBER THE STRAITS TIMES.
BYE.

Lovestoned

2008-08-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

SHES BARREN, I THINK SHE KNOWS`;

Yay (:
I am so proud of myself (:
I have officially completed Kayaking and have started working on my notes (:
Someone please teach me how to mug for Lang Arts ! :(
Oh and I have found myself a free of charge chem tuition teacher who will also provide me macs :D
You know who you are aye ^^

KAYA KING :D ( inside joke :D)
My new wish : To marry Tom Daley ♥
Let see, he is hot & sexy, talented and one of the youngest in the Olympics. Forget about his height, who cares, I am short myself (:

I am too lazy to carry on blogging. Bye world.
Do not miss me too much okay :D

So Sick

2008-08-18T16:16:00.017+08:00

FED UP WITH MY THOUGHTS ON YOU`;

Okay. I am officially buanging the computer as a source of entertainment.
Its bad for the eyes, you get distracted and it is a waste of time.
Despite it's flaws, I still do not understand why I get so addicted ._.
Although I have made improvements of cutting down my laptop usage, it is still not up to standard. Therefore, I have gotten myself BREAKING DAWN as a source of entertainment.

Its EOYS baby and I have only 4 weeks to Oral and 6 weeks to EOYS.
I am getting myself a revision notebook and will start jotting down all my revision notes. Perhaps I should buy more assessments as I have completed most of them... :/

So here is my timetable : (Revision)
Monday : Geography
Tuesday: Mathematics
Wednesday : History
Thursday : Science
Friday: Language Arts & tuition homework.

*Computer is only permitted to twice a week only. However, homework has it's privileges.

Sadly, I do not know how to study Chinese, I guess I have to depend on weekly tuition to enrich my learning. And someone please teach the basics on how to study for Language Arts. ._. Shakespeare sucks xP

So people, I might not have time for blogs and the nonsense. Do not miss me ok? (:
I am still contactable through my cell though. Number remains the same and I will try my best to get back to you as soon as possible.

I shall end off with NDP , farewell party and computer studies photos.

I dont need a man

2008-08-15T00:13:00.043+08:00

I CAN GET OFF WHEN YOU AINT AROUND`;

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
HERE ARE MY TEST RESULTS:

PHYSICS: 18/22 ( A1!ZXZX)
HISTORY: 10/15 ( B3 )

I guess my hardwork paid off :D
I finally realised that paying attention in class is so important!
Damn, if only I found out sooner. This drastic improvement has inspired me to study smarter and harder , therefore the seldom online conversations (:
Yes, I am using the computer less often. IF YOU REALISED.
WISH ME LUCK FOR TUE'S SCIENCE TEST!

Oh MONDAY'S PEEKTURES :D
I swear thats only three-fifth of it D: Yes, girls camwhore A LOT.
Will upload Ncc's farewell party pictures after I get them (:

By the way, SOFTBALL IS AWESOME COOLIOS :D

OKAY KIDS BASIC INFERENCE:

IF CLIQUE GETS CUT OFF AND I DO NOT, THAT ONLY MEANS ONE THING :

I AM BLOODY SHORT. (HOPEFULLY, THIS WILL HELP YOU IN YOUR UPCOMING TESTS)

AND THE LAST PEEKTURE GIVES YOU EVIDENCE THAT.

I AM THE SHORTEST -.-

WHATEVER. I AM UNIQUE :D

YOUR WORDS CANNOT BRING ME DOWN (:

OKAY. CIAO BELLA.

Believe Me

2008-08-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

YOUR ON YOUR OWN NOW`;

K. Lets blog about this joyous ocassion :D
Apparently, I was third ( I DONT CARE MISS SUDOKU NOOBIE. I TOTALLY STEP INTO NEWTON BEFORE YOU!) in reaching Newton today. Blame the buses! And Stinky Winky cheated. SHE CABBED THERE! D: Rich smelly girl xP

Lunched at Swensens. Not really though, I watched them eat. I was broke! But Poo was kind enough to share her chicken bake rice with me :D Then we eat 1000 calories of pearls (FATNESS DETECTED) from bubbletea and everyone had their hair cut :)

So :
Stinky looks like a matured uni grad with bangs now.
Poo looks like a Cheena doll, and
Sudoku Noob just wHAHA LOSER)asted her money to look the same again.(
-----Fast forward----
Met Lecinny and man shes pissed D:
NOT MY FAULT I WAS JUST FOLLOWING THE CLIQUE AROUND :X
Yes, we studied. I FINISH GEOG! But I did leave out the unknown ones though :/
We acted as gossip girls. Our favourite hobby : GOSSIP! GOSSIP! :D

I like today. I NEED PICTURES FROM POO!
I DID HOMEWORK AND HAD FUN. Now that is what you call : AWESOME COOLIOS.

"You got somebody. I need somebody. I guess what goes around comes back round. I am still glad I exist in your world and that you bothered to notice and talk to me. If you must know, I still love you the way I did before. No matter how hard I try to annihilate that feeling, I will only end up in square one. It is so god damn hard to fall in love, cause while you try to accommodate yourself and the one most important to you, you sit down and wonder, whom will be more important and what should I sacrifice?But I guess to you, it just does not matter anymore."

Unfaithful

2008-08-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

I SEE HIM DYING A LITTLE MORE INSIDE`;

I shall blog about today and yesterday :D

Friday 080808
National Day + farewell party = awesome coolios
I got selected for the marching contingent. This only proves one thing : I am good enough and I am soon gonna be tortured. D:
Standing and stoning with high heels on the field with many insects flying and crawling around your legs is totally unbearable. After 976434567 years of standing and stoning on the same spot, 2SG Xin Yuan finally gave the command for the marching contingent to commence. I felt like a disable person whom finally had the freedom to stand up and walk again.

As usual, marching ended and then came the performance. Every year, there is only on thing I look forward to, the gymnastics and the dance performance. Last but not least, my favourite thing about celebrating National Day with your friends is the bonding spirit when you sing National Day songs (:

Oh then the school invited Harvard tin & tonics choir people ( the people whom I admire most) to sing after National Day :D Pretty voices! (: NOT FORGETTING, WE DID THE BANGRA DANCE AND THE BAZOOKA BUBBLEGUM CHEER :D

Farewell party was cool yo :D Except for the part where Jacq Chua, Shana , Jac Fong and I sat at Area D being scavengers and eating the remaining food D: I feel FAT! :( But, I got to miss Sebaki training for farewell party (:

Today
After having two tuition, in other words, 3 hours of studying, I am gonna reward myself to Japanese food at En and Dark Knight with Shana (yes, I am that slow). Looking forward to Study session with Stinky Winky , Sudoku Noob and Poo on Monday yo :D With Shana coming over tomorrow, I just realised I have to finish the concept table before she scolds me D: Yeah, motherly Shana.

Ciao Bella.

Thanks for the memories

2008-08-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

IN HOTEL ROOMS, COLLECTING PAGE SIX LOVERS`;

Jt : "Okay, imagine you live on the 30th floor and you have a bad stomach ache. Sadly, the elevator broke down...."
GPF : "JUMP DOWN TO GROUND LEVEL!"
T : "PEI FEN! YOUR ON THE GROUND FLOOR. WHATS THERE TO JUMP? THE DRAIN?!HAHAHA. AND PLUS THE TOLIET IS UPSTAIRS. HAHAHA"
GPF:"EH. NO! I HEARD WRONGLY. STOP LAUGHING"

A: Hey tee, Punggol is a country right?
T: -Looks back- SHERILYN did you hear that? ANDREA JUST TOLD ME PUNGGOL IS A COUNTRY 0.0
S: HAHA. ITS IN SINGAPORE YOU DUMB.
A:-Looks at JT- REALLY? serious? Mr. Teo really arh?
JT: No lah. Dont believe Tiziana . Shes lying to you -Sarcastic look-

K. 2PE and today was awesome coolios. (:
Its lose fats day today and I did lotsa exercise.

PE: SOFTBALL!
Assembly : Inter-class Captain's ball
Recess: INDIAN DANCE (:
CE: DOUBLE WHACKO

Sherilyn, crazy, lecinny and Shana decides to own Stinky winky, Andrea , Lynn , Rachel Ang and Natassia in softball (:
We won 15: 3. Aww, its natural for winners :D

Interclass! So embarassing k, I underestimated 2GR -.- Christine Chiam was super good :/ So we lost 2:3 and won 2SE 3:0. Not bad k! Team mates: Stinky winky, Lynn , Lecinny , Amelia and me :D It was because of me we won 3:0 (:
K, indian dance was awesome coolios. I WANNA DO IT AGAIN NEXT WEEK (: My official indian dancing partner : VEE aka GAY HUSBAND aka POO.

DOUBLE WHACKO (:
So yeah , everyone sabotaged JT , sadly, hes too GAY to do his forfeit. Says Andrea.
Lecinny caused me to be whacker for the second time.
THANKS! xP

I like today (: I LIKE :D
K, off to PROJECTS D:

True

2008-08-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

IN THE CORNER OF MY MIND, I AM ATTACHED TO YOU`;

K, very short post.
NEW SKIN! I decided to do something simple. Besides, Stars are pretty! (:
And I also have editted my friendster skin & did Poo's skin for her.
YAY! :D I am starting to be pro like Grace (well, only a 1/100 of her. HA!)

Oh! Guess what ! Teletubbie crew + Sudoku noob - Crazy = Stinky winky, Poo & Sudoku Noob is coming over on Monday! (: Lecinny and Crazy cant make it ._. So yeah.
STUDY IS FIRST PIORITY PEOPLE!
Then we will unwind a little, rent a movie/arcade/playground :D

Science test tomorrow.
I have a feeling I am going to ace it!
GO SHERILYN! :D

Everything I am not

2008-08-03T18:56:00.002+08:00

I WAS LOSING MYSELF TO SOMEBODY ELSE`;
But now I see.
I don't wanna pretend, so this is the end of you and me.
Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart.

I am going to be a busy hectic woman for the month of August & Sept.
No more time to play, its time to MUG. Someone inspire me :/
So that means no more Viwawa which also means NO MORE SUSHIDO! D:
I got to complete :
1) Literature project and presentation.
2)Made in China Essay (Geog)

Geez, so many things have been happening. One by one, the most important people in my life slips aways with just a snap of my fingers. People whom I used to be close to are now like strangers or even enemies. There are times I try to get through them, but the only response I get is a one word reply or even better, no reply. Ignorance. How am I suppose to bring the memories back to life where we used to communicate so well if I am the only one putting in effort? Relationships and friendship is a two way street, without the other, it will never survive or thrive. Was it something I had done wrong? Or it is because of my blindness, not realising that your a fake, a heartbreaker. I put in so much trust in you guys, but I guess the theory is true after all. Trust leads to complacency. I used to believe in happy endings and friendship of trust but now I do not know which path to choose. Thanks for making me believe your lies, now you watch me cry.

Guns and Roses

2008-08-02T13:11:00.006+08:00

SPEAK TO ME SOFTLY`;

Haha. I got the whole class clique addicted to VIWAWA (:
First Alanna and Lecinny. Then to Stinky Winky, Liew Kai lin, Andrea, Vee vee , Transformer, Rachel Chan , Rachel Ang , Wenn Er and Lynn.
Man, I am such an inspirational person. :D

Kay, I am back to Viwawa-ing.
BYE WORLD.
Heres photos :

American Idiot

2008-07-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

TELEVISION DREAMS OF TOMORROW`;

2PE should offically play Macdonalds EVERY BREAK PERIOD :D
I wanna be FILLET-O-FISH. The most popular of all food on the menu (:
ME, ME , ME!

School was awesome coolios today and yesterday.
Yesterday
FREE PERIOD! WOOTS.
Played dress up with Lecinny and Stinky Winky :D
Featuring the hottest hairstylist in town : Sherilyn and Stinky Winky (:
Lecinny, I bet you loved your hair. Thanks to me (Of course)
Toliets are coolio hangouts ! (xxxxzxzxzxzx)
Stinky Winky, Kai lin (the girl in denial whom thinks she can play Sukodu really well), Lecinny, Lynn(the retarded spastard) and me starting mocking ____A's hair :X And Lynn did stupid retarded stuff. ( HAH!)
Got called back to class cause we were spending a lot of time in there and we (Natassia, Stinky Winky, Vee vee, Kai lin, Lynn, Lecinny, Chan, Wenn Er and me) played TRUTH OR DARE. (: Fortunetly, I did not get called. Heh heh.

K lets proceed to today (:
Today
Alanna came up with this awesome coolios idea that we should keep quiet throughout CE lesson. "In hopes on getting into Chen Li Hsi's good books", unfortunetly, she saw through our prank and we got scolded -.- Blah blah. We are the gangster class that has a "corrupted prefect" leading us in Chen Li Hsi's opinion. (She cant take jokes D: )

Lets go to bad stuff shall we?
Dear ______;
I really dislike you. You are a slacker, a fake and an act cute.
Thanks for informing about the person that I was worried about this past few weeks. THANKS A LOT. You kept in contact with him and did not bother informing me. Wow, your the best friend ever. Stop living in denial and pretend whatever you do is always right. And for goodness sake, stop being so narcissistic and spare a thought for others for once. -.-

Dear _____;
I am gravely dissappointed to what you have turned out to be. I guess first impressions are afterall bullshit. Thanks for putting up that fake attitude. "But you put on quite a show, really had me going. But now its time to go, curtains finally closing"-Take a bow, Rihanna. Hongster freak.

Okay enough bitching.
I am done.
Bye world.

Sorry

2008-07-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

I`VE HEARD IT ALL BEFORE`;
I dont wanna hear, I dont wanna know.
Please dont say your sorry.
Please dont say forgive me.

BIG ACHIEVEMENT!
I only used up 30mins of my Monday , 28th July on the computer.
From 3hours to 30mins! Oh my goodness. I deserve a reward.

So here is my hectic schedule for this whole week :
Monday - MUGMUGMUG FOR HISTORY
Tuesday- History test , Contingent marching practise for NDP till 5.30pm - 6pm ._.
Wednesday -Orienteering till 6pm ( I HAVE AN AWESOME PARTNER : LIZZIE :D )
Thursday- Parade -.- 6.00pm - 6.15pm
Friday- IMT test till 5pm-5.30pm
Sat & Sun - THE MUMMY & Lit project with Shana

Yeah, I lost 90% of my weekdays to Ncc. WOW! What could get any better? -.-
I hate Ncc. So perhaps for the whole of this week, I only get and will use the computer for only 7 hours in total.
That is one great achievement , you should feel envious (;

Oh, I sprained by knee (OUCH!) and got a nice long cut on my short leg without realising it 0.0
Perhaps I should take advantage of my "Pai kar ness" and use it as an excuse to pon marching.
Heh heh. Yeah right, the only thing I will get is getting screwed my by really caring Ncos.
Part of the seven core values contains cadet welfare. Ironically, the company I belong to TOTALLY DOES NOT PRACTISE CADET WELFARE. I bet the words do not even carry a significant meaning to them. This is bull.

OH OH.
COOLIOS EVENTS.
I am now a member of the teletubbies crew, owned by me. ( lame -.-)
Hi everyone, I am LALA! (:
Teletubbies crew created on the 27th of July
So we have :
Carolyn as Stinky Winky (Tinky winky)
Erm, anyone for crazy? (Dispy)
Sherilyn as Blah Blah ( Lala) and last but not least
Vanessa as Poo ( Po )

Introducing Andrea, Miss Lin , Tiziana and Me (:
A: Erm miss lin , (asks some random maths question)
ML:
A: Why does she always ignore me?
T: Andrea, EVERY TEACHER ignores you.
A: NO THEY DONT
<>
A: ARE YOU IGNORING ME TOO?

T: Sherilyn, did you hear anything? I feel a ghost here.
A: SHERILYN YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME.
S: Huh? Are you talking to me?

HAHA. Yeahh, so everyone ignore Andrea tomorrow (:
Ciao!

No Air

2008-07-27T16:15:00.003+08:00

LOSING YOU ITS LIKE LIVING IN A WORLD WITH NO AIR`;

I am going to addict myself to Sudoku and stop using the stupid computer.
I am going to go on a _ _ _ strike, I had enough of them , stop it , I cant take it no longer.
I shall commit myself to studying and mugging.

So no more computer = no more Internet = no more talking to _ _ _ (:
Lets make life happier!
So _ _ _, if you happen to see me along the streets and drop to say hi, this is what is going to come out of my mouth :
"I don't know you."
You _ _ _ deserve it.

Oh yes. I am sick! WOOTS.
Fever fever, come again so that I don't have to attend school :D
PLEASE PLEASE. I WANT MC!
PRINT ME A 320593295 MEDICAL CERTIFICATES AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

K back to SUDOKU. SUDOKU. SUDOKU.

Hate that I love you

2008-07-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

I DESPISE THAT I ADORE YOU`;

I really hate school.
I really really hate school.
I really really really hate school.
School is annoying.

Hi everybody, I am gonna lose my life because of school.
I hate the new sitting arrangement x490239057235.
Kaninabuchaocheebye.

Sherilyn is going to study very hard starting from tomorrow, I am not gonna waste time lunching or whatsoever.
Okay, one month limit to only ONE lunch date.
Desperate times calls for desperate measures.
Sigh, but this is just going to be redundant, its either I will start walking around when I have my books open or that I fall asleep after reading the first paragraph. Like people always say : smart. -.-

Monday was not much of a success, but I did manage to clear some misunderstandings on quadratic equations etc.
I did rate it 6.5/10 , I AM WORKING ON IT!

One miss call, is really stupid , till now I think about why this happens and whatsoever... Stupid loopholes. But i got to credit it for scaring the shit outta my ass , now I do not even dare touch my phone. So please, no miss calls for me people!

Chatted horny with Lecinny & Sadrina. Dear dear Sadrina is really deprived and so called "pure".
Oh, and thanks for the pool attack, you guys are the best xP
Oh did you know... Sadrina has weird relationships with soft toys, she talks to them and pretends to understand them. This is an example of deprived childhood. My rabbit's name is now called Dora, or something like that. (CANT REMEMBER! D: )

Yeahh, thats it for today folks.
Bye to all (Vee's code :D )

You and me

2008-07-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

What more can I say?
I am watching you walk away.
Don`t tell me its gonna be the only way.

fcuk those feelings.
Someone give me the will to carry on;
I really wanna runaway...
Far away.

Amazed

2008-07-20T21:33:00.003+08:00

EVERY TIME OUR EYES MEET`;

SAT & SUN are also known as tuition days and stoning at home days.
I don't like :(
Hopefully tomorrow Lecinny can make it up to me (:

Lecinny & I are gonna be good girls & mug mug mug mug mug.
I am gonna be the best tuition teacher you ever had lecinny :D
After which we will go do stupid stuff such as rent ghost movies and scare the shit outta our assholes (:
You like? I like :D

Okay so whole family except for me went to watch racing at JB, had Kenny Rogers & went shopping while I stayed at home and stoned , bleach and enjoyed tuition. In addition, I got scolded by my stomach for not feeding it :(

Boring weekends.
I am looking forward to the public and school holidays :D
Cos school, I really dislike you. xP

I WANNA GO OUT AGAIN! :(

Bittersweet world

2008-07-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

ITS BEYOND STARDUST NOW`;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIZIANA :D
Btw, if you poned school because of your birthday , your an idiot x[

RACIAL HARMONY WAS AWESOME/COOLIOS :D
It was CAMWHORING DAY!
Only a dumb person like me will forget to bring her camera.
Dammmnnnn.
Nevermind, VEE will send me photos right? (:
Oh, credits to Sadrina from lending me her malay costume.
Basket, it was BEE-YOU-TIFUL , thanks baby :D
Okay, I am gonna steal Gaya's saree next year ;D

Heres the thing :
1) I am going to limit myself to only 2 HOURS on the computer.
2) I am going to start my "Save SMS Plan"
3) I am not going to go out unless its study session
4) I am going to stop sleeping in class
5) I am going to do well for EOYS and get into science stream.

Not to be mean but if you guys are really my friends, please help me with the distractions k?
I still love you all shitzxo (: And I will be closing down my blogshop. However, if you guys (my babies) need stuff, I will try my best to get it for you k? :D

As for NCC, I really should try to improve on my standards. Since I cannot beat it , I shall join it.
Its ironic how I really want the Staff rank and yet I am not making efforts to improve on my standard and discipline. It is time I change for the better.

From now on, I am going to buang all distractions. My apologies if I may appear to be dao , but I really need to put studies as first priority for this period of time. I am going to start working hard and smart. But damn, I still hate school. xP

Superman

2008-07-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

ITS NOT EASY, TO BE ME`;

Okay, I WAS SPIDERMAN AT 1ST.
I KNOW I WAS!
But now I transformed to Robin ._. K never mind (:
Batman's sidekick! I will save the day with my mask & cape!

SUPER VILLAIN :
This question mark guy from batman D:
Vanessa is JOKER. Suits her perfectly, a bit off , siao siao one. :D

Gosh awesome/coolios. I love taking stupid deprived quizzes! (:
http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/villain/
http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/
TAKE IT PEOPLE! (:

Anyway, school was slack today (kind of.)
I really wanted to get my geog paper back ! x[
Oh , Alanna's group own my group in Netball during PE ._.
IT WAS NOT FAIR! All her team members were so close to the sky and my group had all the ones nearer to the ground (well, that includes me as well :X)
Alanna next time I play with you, we will own Vee vee together k? (:

I still have to memorise NCC long stationary commands D:
Jiayou for myself ._.

More Than Words

2008-07-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hold me close don't ever let me go`;

There are two things I found out about myself today :
1) I am in love with the Rubics Cube
2) I really really really hate home economics. (It's pangsai)

Currently, I have been so busy with my life, so many arguments within a week (family stuff) and homework is never going to stop being thrown into my face ._. Not forgetting miscellaneous issues like HOME ECONOMICS, NCC , CE LESSONS! I detest it.

I should go my blog a password code, there has been too many unwelcome readers.
When I find it, I am going to initiate immediately. IMMEDIATELY.
Oh yeah, this post was supposed to be used for thanking those that wish my happy birthday. However, due to the extremely large number, I am just going to do shortcut and just thank the whole world. Or maybe I should post the first ten people (:
Shall I? Nahh. That would be biased, and Sherilyns are fair people, we practise democracy. :D
COOLIOS!

BIRTHDAYS!
JULY BABIES
Yu Feng (a.k.a FISH WIND) {17th July} , Tiziana {18th July} & Su hui (super awesome retarded friend :D) {21st July}.

AUGUST BABIES
Rachel Ang (同心宝贝) {22nd Aug} & Amelia Tay (TRANSFORMER!) {30th Aug}.

K everyone, start planning SURPRISE PARTIES!(:
& my thank you:
THANK YOU! :D

Makes Me Wonder

2008-07-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN`;

MY BLOGSKIN.
IS NICE NICE. (:
& I DID IT ALL MY MYSELF! :D

CREDITS TO :
GRACE - For your advice & helping with base codes
IAN & TERRY - Advice on my blog background :D

Anyway, I am back to blogging (:

Catch your wave

2008-07-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

EVERY PRINCE HAS HIS NIGHT`;

Thanks you babies! :D [A-Z order ]
♥Alanna`Llama
♥Kai lin ` Jie jie
♥Lecindra`Lecinny
♥Shana`Woon
♥Vanessa`Gay Husband
Oh & Terry for his GIANT lollipop (:

I am turning 14 by 12 am .
More laughter, love , depressions to come ._.
The only thing I look forward to is : PRESENTS! :D
Everyone loves presents ! (:
Btw, I got really hot underwears :D
WONDERWOMAN & BAA BAA from Topshop.
&& Pretty pictures! My own CUP with ♥ S LYN with loads of love ,BANGLE && FAKE FLOWER
Oh, not forgetting the heart shape cake. :D
In addition : I ♥ NY shirt , Electric blue NFS , Elmo tee , C&K shades , billabong bag , $100 & $172. :D Hmm, there might be more to come tomorrow! (:

Thanks for the great Youth Day cum Birthday Celebration pi-po!
Love you guys to the MAX!
Photos on the next post!

Hip Hop Police

2008-07-06T00:26:00.007+08:00

SO MUCH DRAMA IN THE END OF THE STREETS`;

Now, everyone likes photos right? (:

She Got It

2008-07-04T23:56:00.003+08:00

SHE GONNA LET YOU OWN`;

S LYN is EEYORE Its a breakdown says:
can also . i got customer after that
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
LOLs
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
whatever
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
i'll just
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
talk crap
S LYN is EEYORE Its a breakdown says:
Are you jealous?
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
and make u fall
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
HAHAH
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
no
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
jealous for wat?
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
tmmr i got
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
10 customer
S LYN is EEYORE Its a breakdown says:
She paying me $23058235235 okay
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
so
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
i do for free
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
HAHA
S LYN is EEYORE Its a breakdown says:
HAHHAHAHAS. LOKS
S LYN is EEYORE Its a breakdown says:
*LOLS
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
OO
★ Ian is Pooh And i can't get it out of my head says:
i free and easy one

(For horny people, you should now what it is . Haha, Ian retarded.)
OKAY OKAY! NEXT CONVO IS BETWEEN ME, LECINNY & VEEVEE.
We were note passing :D

S: ehhh!wanna study geog with me on Sun & then WWW the next day? I want sleepover :D
V: Ahahaha. I go ask if can, but I doubt it la. My mum says no sleepovers in school term.
L : MY MUM WILL KILL ME LEHH. SLEEPOVER SURE CANNOT. KYLE IS SO HOT (:
S: Sherilyn is hot too :D So just study only? ._. I am EEYORE. I wanna be braceface.
V: Me too, I am hot and you are not. I miss braceface =( But I dont think I can study on Sun. I'll ask. If I give my puppydogs eyes then okay :D
L:EW. your mum will FREAK out. Ew ew ew ew.
S: Hes the reason for the teardrops on my guitar~~ Ice-cream later anyone? :D
V: I cant la, must go home and then got dance later :/ and MY TEETH HURT :( VERY SAD FACE.
L: I see first.
S: Eh, I just had a miscarriage. HAHA! :D Can urh? I 不要回家.
V: Haha me too. But must la. I need to tell Andrea something. I slept with her husband yesterday. :/
L: WHAT?! SERIOUS? OMG!
V: I wanted to tell you guys but...
S: Wow, this is my 3798th miscarriage. So ice-cream can? 要吗? Actually, I suppose to meet my Cat High friend > <> < you are my baby love, baby love~
V: YES! I KNOW!
L : NO! SHES MINE! ALL MINE!

Haha. I know we rock :D

Smack That

2008-07-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

I CAN SEE IT FROM MY SHADOW`;

Hello world! I AM GAY EEYORE! (:
Shut up, gays are hot okay. I like. Cannot is it? xP
There is Ncc tomorrow & ironically, I am currently feeling super high now :D

I have been really lethargic these few days, sleeping in class three days in a row and constantly yawning. I lose my appetite just recently, I do not feel hungry even though I skip lunch and dinner , is that a good sign? I get to lose the fats :D Perchance, I might be mixed with two different emotions , jubilant and depressed. Whenever I laugh, I feel like crying , whenever I am happy, I feel sad. What does my heart truly desire?

Where have you been? How is life for you? Was it necessary to lie? How did you feel cheating my feelings?
These were the questions that I have been dying to ask , unfortunately there was no response from you. Have you ever shown consideration for my feelings? Or at least give me some sympathy? The best word to describe you is : Self-centered. Thanks for all that you have done. I really appreciate it.

Why did I let myself live in denial for so long? Bullshit.

Get Your Hands Up

2008-07-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

TONIGHT WHAT YOU DO, ITS FOR ME`;

Chemistry really sucks ._.
Yesterday sucks ._.

Here is my story :
While everyone is at home mugging for chemistry, chapters 2 , 3 & 11. We Ncc people were slogging our guts to make sure our boots shine and that our collars stay in place.
Can you imagine?
We would rather not owe for our mistakes and live up to our ScNcc name than to score for science test ._.
Finished with the errands at 8.30pm , log on to find informations and then tonned till 1.30am with Jacq tutoring me over the phone. Apparently, she was more screwed than I was. Haha.

I hate chemistry.
1) Its so fucking hard to understand.
2) How the fuck are you suppose to memorise 20 molecule's valencys , electronic conf , periodic table etc etc.
3) Science teacher so did not go through chapter 11 with us. Yes, she just left us there to die.

Anyway, credits to the people who did multiple favors for me :
[Not in any order]
♥Jacqueline Chua - PLATOONY. Thanks babe for your notes and for taking time in tutoring me and helping me memorise the important information for today's test. Really appreciated it x3

♥Ian` CLAPPER! - CLAPPER POOH ! Thanks for your undying support , encouragements & your entertainments :D

♥Lecindra!- Darling! (: Many thanks for your constant reminders on formulas and what is to be test. In addition, your encouragements helped :]

Last but not least,
♥ Jeremy` Banana :] - KOK KOK :D Thanks for staying up with me :}} Not to mention your many attempts to tutor and to cheer me on (: Thanks for your encouragements.

Sadly, despite all of that.
Sherilyn is 100% confirm fail ._.
Life is unfair.

Lets Get Retarded

2008-06-30T18:11:00.003+08:00

WE HAVE GOT ONLY 5 MINS TO DISCONNECT`;

Check out my hottie, Rachel Chan :
S :"Eh Rachel, I know you slept with Vee's husband last night. Tskkkk."
R:"Omg, how did you know? Anyway which husband? I was too drunk to remember =X"
S: "OMG. Her husband Johnnygay lah. Did you guys use protection?"
R: " OF COURSE NOT. DUHHH. HAHA. YOU SICKO SHIT"

S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Sorry, you were just a one night stand
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! MY NAME IS RACHELLLL!!!!!!!!! says:
OH SO NOW I SLEPT WITH YOU HUH.
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Nahh, I dumped you
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! MY NAME IS RACHELLLL!!!!!!!!! says:
I hate you.
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Nvm its okay :] You will love me again one day
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
i bet its tomorrow
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! MY NAME IS RACHELLLL!!!!!!!!! says:
hahaha ME. LOVE YOU AGAIN?!
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Yeahhh... (:
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Sooon
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! MY NAME IS RACHELLLL!!!!!!!!! says:
HAHA KISS MY ASS YOU SMELLY BANANA
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
I know you want me too! :D You shld go apply strawberry flavour on your ass 1st

Any my sexaye , Vanessa Ow (:

S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
I know you think achmed! (pic) is hot
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
You slept with him right?
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
achmed?
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
omg that's his name?
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
SHIT I THOUGHT HE HAD A HOT NAME
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
HE LIED TO ME, HE SAID HIS NAME WAS HENRICK
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Yupp. His my friends friends brother cousin sister's cousin brother's father's cousins' daughter's friend
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
cousin's sister's cousin is still the person's cousin la!
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
HAHHAHAHA
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
Yeahh I heard his good in bed (cheekopek smile)
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
yes he is,
S LYN is EEYORE I used to be the only one. says:
ANOTHER COUSIN LAH
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
he's a damn good kisser la.
Vanessa misses her braces. indefinitely. says:
:D:D

WEEE. we have hot dates :D
KKK, quiz coming up (:
Its been long since I updated huh? (:

Breakdown

2008-06-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

When was the last time you talked to me ?`;

These are the things I really missed during the hols :
1) Sitting on Alanna & Lecindra's blubber
2) Rachel's daily hugs
3) The horny crap we laughed & joked about.

I am so gonna redeem them by this week. I dont care, I have waited long enough.
Today's past - Collected Superman tee :]
Ohh. Someone's birthday is coming :D I heard its in 15 days time. :D
& I know she wants presents , hugs & maybe kisses :}
I like. I like.

Anyway, many apologies to those I have been dao to for the first two days of term three.
I have been going through tough decisions and really upsetting incidents.
Sigh, I am starting to regret . Badly.
My eyes needs a lot rest from producing water for me to cool off.
I may be physically strong, but I am mentally weak.
So dont look down on me. I am girl , a human. Its perfectly normal to cry when you lose someone.
Especially when you really love that someone and that you just have to let go for certain reasons.

To you;
Perchance that you may think I am selfish. But I had my reasons. If you really wanna know more,
I typed it out at our ancient shared blog.
(P.s I privated it , so if you wanna read , you gotta log in. And the pass used to be my old friendster url , if you have forgotten . )

Bye world.
Happy feelings.