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6:39 PM | Friday, September 26, 2008

So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed `;

I am going to summarise what I have done this five days and then back to ridiculous subjects.

Monday
Mugging for History day! I was super scared for Tuesday and man I was praying hard. After school, went to lunch with Mummy @ Mos, topped up ez-link card and go home to mug & to pray hard ._. Oh, guess what. I lost my geography text. -.- If Amber knew, she would say : SMART! ._.

Tuesday
HISTORY! History was like stfu. And apparently, almost the whole cohort did not do well. The standard, is just not suitable for us. *HINTHINT* "I am going to be history for history." I totally agree with this statement. EOYs is not going to be a smooth ride.
However, I felt Chinese essay was easy shitzoxo :D Love it, money honey (: I chose : 报章报道&　撕函.
Vee came over to tutor me after History paper, and for ONCE, we did not fall asleep. YAY us :D Oh, and I finished Revision Beta and Charlie (: I rock too hard.

Wednesday
Mugging session ! I had to borrow someone's geography text for reference. Thank god people love geography and that they made it a point to finish it first (: Thanks Chin for your geog book (: So the cool people, (Like me) sat outside classroom to enjoy the cool breeze and to mug . Yeah, follow us people. I inspire too much :D
Studied with Alanna after school and shit, she was one hell of a distraction. -.- I will never mug alone with her anymore. Remind me people. And never mug with Alanna, her mouth will be 24/7 open, repeating her sentences over 56754 times. But girl, I enjoyed myself (: Oh and thanks for embarrassing me. Thanks.

Thursday
I should have stick to the idea of ponning school. School sucked I swear. Arguments and blah blah pangsai. Dear Stinky and Dre, it had nothing to do with you, I promise :] Sherilyn loves you too much :D And that goes to you too Lecinny.
I was very much looking forward to after school, I wanted to chill out with Dre, Stinky and Alanna so badly and forget about the past. Oh, and I saw Gerry` Mousy too :]

Friday
Well, at first I thought everything was going fine and stuff, with exceptions to some cold shoulder but you should know why we are reacting that way. And then, things got much worst because somebody talk to somebody's enemy. -.-
Oh well, I will emphasise about that later on. Stayed back with Jacq & Ianna to mugmugmug!
Thanks Dre for pangsehing me, thanks.

Okay time for heavier subjects.

Dear all,
It has not been long since we had begun our friendship together and sharing everything we had together. Problems need to be solved and not to runaway from it. I am just going to post all my feelings , no offence, but to improve situations, I am just going to be blunt and hopefully you get the idea and not treat it as an insult because, I do love you guys.

We all knew what took place on Thursday, most of you guys got upset over a little note and the others, I do not know why. Firstly, no one was to blame on how the argument started. It was just all because of a small note, a leaf from a tree that caused an misunderstanding. Therefore, no one needed to apologise to anyone, instead, the note should do it. So you should not persuade Alanna to apologise. Why bother cause another problem when it had been solved? It was not easy to convince Stinky , Dre , Lecinny and Alanna that everything was solved till you told Alanna in the face this : I thought about it, it is really your fault. You should apologise to Lecindra. Thanks for trying to help, but pushing the blame to someone will not solve anything. Cause you do know we are headstrong people, NO one will take the initiative to apologise. That was one reason why some of us were pissed off with you today, but that does not include me. I am just not the person who bear grudges.

And to someone else. So what if you hate her? Which rule in this world states, if your clique member hates a person, you should not talk to that person and hate her as well? It has been long since we last talked to her and you know that yourself, we did that for you. But you must know how to draw the line between yourself and us! You and us disliking or liking her is a complete different TOPIC! Besides, A was only trying to get off some story to share with you guys -.- Spare a thought for others dear, you cannot expect us to give in to you just because you threw your tantrum and remain self-centered.

To Person 3,
You really wanna know why I am ignoring you , giving you that bitchy look? I will tell you why.
Because you gave me up for HER. YES HER. And you got the cheek to tell me : Sorry for abandoning you... BLAH BLAH. Oh and I really hate your untactful remarks and insults. To you its a joke, but you havent noticed, I have not laughed at one before. NEVER. So stop it, you are not that great either. There are reasons why he gave you up, because dear, you have really changed. You are not the person whom I once knew.

I dont care if you hate me or gossip about this. I really dont care. But take this as an advise. I too have flaws. I jolly well know that myself.I do not want this to affect the whole of us because right now, I am currently okay with all of you and will not choose sides. All I can do it calm situations like what I did on Thursday, but there is a limit to what I can do. Think about it. A split , or not? "All for one and one for all." Get the picture?