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10:48 AM | Saturday, September 27, 2008

Scribbled out the truth with their lies`;

There has been too much drama in school and yet at the wrong time. I should heed Alanna's advice and just let this be. Split or no split, I cannot change or prevent anything from happening. Because Carolyn and I had enough of convincing you guys , we too are very tired. In addition, some of you guys have been hearing things that have been interpreted wrongly and is spurring up tension and soon hate will occur. Honestly, I do not want any thing to happen to us , I want us to stay what we used to be , happily gossiping about others and not each other. If you want to carry on being headstrong, then it is time we say goodbye to this relationship. It is quite sad isnt it? For all this to crumble down after so much hardwork has been put in to build this up. I guess when you climb up higher, you fall harder.

Dear V,
I guess I must have been too much by dragging _ into the picture. I was a bit rush and pissed , thus, I did not bother thinking about how you felt before putting it down here. Therefore, do accept my apology.
I know you have been trying to make the effort, the truth is, you have really changed a lot ever since you got so close to K. You are not the girl whom I once knew. I really loved you as a friend , and maybe I treated you as a sister, best friend. Seeing you drift away has hurt me too much , I really hate it seeing her popping out of nowhere and then dragging you away. So, why bother to fight on when I have already been replaced by her? Do not say you treat both of us equally , because you do not. Was there ever once you asked me out alone ? Well, you guys head to Pines together and she even booked you alone for the holidays. Have you ever once left your clique in the morning and personally came to talk to me? You did all that for her. Ever wondered how I felt? I sit at the corner watching you guys crapping, laughing?
And I really cannot stand the way you joke with me. I swear I dislike it to the core, because right now, it is not a joke, it is an insult. Once in a while is still fine with me, but everyday and almost everytime I talk to you, is too much. I have limits to my patience and I swear I really dislike it.
You have changed into someone else, nowadays you are not even serious when it comes to being serious. You are like playing all the time and crapping with childish stuff. It gets annoying after awhile , and it has started annoying me and some of us.
I am sorry if this has been to harsh or anything, I felt it was only fair you know about how I really feel now. If you want to stay with K , I just shall not bother. I thought about it as well.
Ignoring was not an option, and I do have a bit of regrets. I think it is better we just stay this way. We shall only be hi-bye friends and maybe hangouts , but no longer that close anymore. You have K , you do not need me anymore.